Oceans rage
Thunders roar
Fires ablaze
Darkness takes forth

Punches are thrown
Screams are heard
Lives are taken
But justice is yet to be served

The moon above
Looks upon the world
Not wanting to do anything
Not able to do anything

(y.s)

The silent night speaks to my soul,
as I hear the crickets and the thunder roll,
I look off to the eastern sky,
the rain will come soon like tears from from my eyes,
I feel the burden of the clouds to come,
The past is a muse for why I'm so glum,
the wind picks up as the moon becomes covered,
my soul cries out for my dear dieing mother.

The moon mocks you as you lie restless. Blink often and you will finally fade. Watch the cars pass through the window and replay her goodbye over and over and over and

I suppose I had always wanted you to give up on me

I was always testing you to see if or when you would.

Finally, you did.

But it’s not all entirely my fault - you also put yourself in the position

of the antagonizer,

of the predator and the prey.

I was always just waiting for you to pounce on yourself

accidentally thinking you were pouncing on me

but I have long since given up on

falling for your traps. I set my own and fall for my own

and that is how it has always been.

Put me in a vulnerable straightjacket and I will talk you into trying it on for yourself,

Swiftly and seductively.

Dare me to tie you to a train track for the thrill of it and I will laugh and kiss you on the forehead and whisper goodbye

as the sound of a moving train will be heard in the near distance.

Blame me for disappointing you, because taking responsibility for your own feelings

Is always hard and close to impossible.

But I will always know who disappointed who, I will always know what kind of damage we willingly caused ourselves.

I am a mermaid that has fallen out of longing for legs

The only light that guides me now is that of the moon

And her unequivocal yet ghostlike offer

Of reprieve.

It started like a dream and ended like a tree,
Just a single reaction growing into different branches,
nothing hurts more than trust ,
Breaking it and feeling lost,

Especially if it's from friendship,
that has a strong relationship,
My heart was once full of love,
for those who weren't my blood,

They have broken my trust,
Leaving me to rot, they thought,
I will never fall victim of broken trust,