Some families keep in touch all year round.
For some families, holidays are the only days that they'll come around.
You have to hold on and hold on tight.
It's so much better to have your family year round instead of that one holiday night.
I understand that people grow along with their own family.
Bringing them all together is a perfect picture that should be shared for everyone to see.
There's nothing better than getting together for all of the holidays.
Just sitting and laughing and enjoying all of the new days.
Everyday that past and your not there.
It gives me a feeling inside of some unknown fear.
If I had one wish then that wish would be.
Is that all year round we can enjoy being a family.
I wish you all luck and a Merry Christmas.
I just know that like last year my whole family will be missed just like this.
Everyday that your gone we grow further apart.
But all of our child hood memories will always be keep deep inside of my heart.
Remember all the good times the ones that got us through the bad.
And all of the happy times that got us through even when we were said.
We didn't have much but we always had love.
To always be reassured we never missed a chance for mom to give us a hug.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's to all.
Be with those special friends and family at the dropping of the ball.
          Happy New Year's

No matter what, I try to sleep well
Every night I dream of something that has to do with hell
Alone all the time and with so many thoughts
At times forgetting everything that I was taught
To many bad memories have passed in my life
So many bad memories just keep on coming despite not having a wife
I've tried and I've cried when it came time to be quiet and here by myself
There's a lot that some don't know and alot that is known by everyone else
I'm not ashamed nor am I embarrassed  
But 1 things for sure and that's that one day I will reach marriage

One look
One glare
One smile
One touch
One dance
One love
One heart
One tear
One day
One chance
That will help us to the One day
That I get down on One knee
For that One special person

Once there was a day,
That I got the news that you were only 9 months away,
I didn't even know if you were going to be a boy or girl,
But I new that second that you were going to change my world,
I looked forward to getting to meet you for the very first time,
The moment I saw you I new everything was going to be fine,
I had to make a choice that would forever change our lives,
No matter what I vow to be there for you until the day I died,
Everytime I see you it just melts my heart,
As I watch you grow older you become more and more smart,
Not to mention that you're so beautiful that you are a princess,
One things for sure and that's that my heart is your permanent address,
I pray that when you're older that you understand,
All I ever wanted was to give you the very best that I can,
I know you know that I love you so much and so much more,
Just hearing you say Daddy melts my heart to the floor,
I love you Shya and I'll never let you go,
And I will always be here for you and I know that's something you'll always know,
I'm glad that your life is all in order,
And I'm truly blessed to be able to call you my daughter,
I love you so much and I'll see you soon,
I miss you so much so please stay tuned,
And this is for you and for you only,
Because without you I feel so lonely,
But I'll keep you in my heart and there you will stay,
Not only today and tomorrow but every single day.

Sometimes we smile and sometimes we cry
Sometimes we just don't know nor do we even know why,
Sometimes we're blinded and sometimes we see
Sometimes it's you and sometimes it's all me,
Sometimes we run and sometimes we stand
Sometimes we hide and other times we except the consequence from the man,
Sometimes we talk but cannot be heard
Sometimes we can get lost after giving our word,
Sometimes life is good and sometimes it's bad
Sometimes you blame yourself for loosing everything you've ever had,
Sometimes our heads speak instead of our hearts
Sometimes we speak dumb instead of using our smarts,
Sometimes I'm so excited and or very surprised
Sometimes I wish I didn't see what I seen with my eyes,
Sometimes we set goals that we just can't complete
Sometimes we can't make it but have walked so much feet,
Sometimes I just want to be by myself just sitting home
Sometimes I sit there for days trying to figure out my newest poem,
Sometimes you'll learn a little bit about me
Sometimes you're just not going to be able to comprehend what it is that you'll actually see,
But there's one thing that is true and it always will be
And that's the one that's writing these poems has alot that he wants everyone to know the truth so that they get their own chance for the truth that they see.

Why must I feel this way
Why does no one listen to what I have to say,
Why has everything changed
Why do I feel like I'm so strange,
Why must pain exist
Why am I scared to take the risk,
Why doesn't anyone pay attention
Why do I always have to learn the lesson,
Why must I hold back from speaking my mind
Why must I do things in your own time,
Why can't you just let me be me
Why can't you just let me be,
Why am I so taken advantage of
Why am I the only one to show love,
Why can't I live a normal life
Why can't I find a wife,
Why do I care about all these things
Why am I the only one that thinks it stings,
Why even bother because you won't listen
Why am I still left alone and only wishing,
Why do I waste the time to be a friend
Why can't you see that this is the end.

Family is a bond that should never be broken
Family is a place where you can be free spoken,
There can be hurt and there can be lies
They'll be things that you will see with your own eyes,
There can be happiness and always plenty of love
Always someone to turn to every time you need a hug,
There can be laughter and the occasional tears
But one things for sure is that someone is there to help you face your fears,
There can be annoyance and there can be pain
There can be some things that drive you insane,
But if there's one thing that I do know
It's that the bond between family love is not a love you'll ever let go,
So cherish each moment and feel blessed everyday
For having a family who loves unconditionally each and every day.