When I was younger, I never understood that you live on after you pass,
I thought it was a saying and not a fact,
But one day I was driving along,
Just me and my grandpa before he was gone,
I remember what he said like it was yesterday,
So as always I was interested in what he had to say,
When I was 13 and we were driving on the highway,
He said pay attention to not only the car in front of you but the one that's in his way,
Till this day I do that when I'm on the road,
So he carries on through me from all the advice that he told,
So you're never forgotten and will always live on,
Not only through me but through everyone.

I awoke from a nightmare to see my dream
Every word I say is not what it may seem,
A dream so breath taking but now I can't breathe
The suffocation feeling is a feeling that needs to leave,
At one point I feel so high that I can fly all the way past the big blue sky
But then something passes and it caught eye,
I turned and said who are you
They gave me a glimpse and then continued to do what they had to do,
I went to the king and said what's going on
He laughed and giggled and said that this is the place you come to when your sole is gone,
I was frozen, scared and totally shocked
Not realizing that it was all a dream from the very start.

Every year on January 1st is considered to be a new year
Just an excuse to celebrate a day and drink some beer,
It provides us with a feeling of starting something new
But the truth of the matter is that we all fall back into what we'd normally do,
The dropping of the ball and the kiss to that special someone
Trying to leave in the past all the bad that we've done,
The truth to it all is way over rated
And the efforts we try are very under estimated,
If one really new when someone is sincere
Then they would show love everyday and not just on a new year,
Live each day like it's your last and love each day because time just goes way to fast,
So take a deep breath and just go with the flow
And before you know it, you'll get to where you've been wanting to go,
Take this year and make your changes
And for once in your life try to stop and give a hand to some strangers,
When you do something life changing for another
It makes you feel better and like no other,
That's the magic behind it all
So try to remember that the next time you see the dropping of the ball,
    Happy New Years To All.......

The very first time I seen her face
It took me to an unknown place,
A feeling so good that I can't explain
But now she's gone and I can feel the pain,
So many things that I would do different
If only I had an idea of where she went,
Every day that passes is another day gone
This feeling inside prevents me from moving on,
I know she's special, especially to me
I wish for another chance so I can get her to see,
Where ever she is I hope she's okay
I pray that she knows that I think of her everyday,
As long as she's happy then I am too
Even though I'm not complete it's all I can do,
In my heart is where she will stay
Not just forever but forever and a day,

As I lay down, alone again. My body still exist to see me to the end. Even though I'm safe, I still stay trapped, this life I'm chasing and will never get back. The rain don't stop, not from the clouds above but something like a rain drop from tears of love. I speak to nobody except for one, the one who stood by me and that's my mom. Friends come and go but when it comes to family it's the strongest force that won't let go. Follow your heart and follow your dreams, do it together so together you can find out what love means. Staying true to yourself will help you get through anything else. Take a deep breath and say a prayer and tell god for once you don't have fear. Love don't hate, relax and deal and of course love your chosen fate.