It’s been heavy on my shoulders, hard and I’m in a loop of breakdowns every-night...
I’m standing up but I’m falling down...
Time keeps on ticking, I wish I could slow it down... as to moves me further from the last time I saw you...
Reference: Chris Brown Fallin Down
It’s about me and others going through such situations
I was an empty vassal,
She poured out her ocean of love
As lucid as I am, it permeated through me
Now I am feeling amorphous, vivid chemistry reaction...
Dopamine, Endorphin, Oxytocin, Serotonin
We all see colors through different spectrums
We’ve all experienced life in different trances
They asked me “why I walked bumping” and I replied that I’ve grew to the agony so I bump to it
I lost my dad and I still can’t believe this is how life goes
She has that look in her eyes,
That could immediately break one’s heart.
She brings out that Dopamine, Serotonin and Oxytocin, even though she isn’t mine I still find myself happy when she replies my messages
Then Vii said,
"She filled that voidness when Vii was empty"...
Vii had a broken purple heart,
After Vii met her,
She moulded Vii...
Thus my emotions have a lot of different precincts
I thought I would never change
My vivid thoughts got me feelin' like a narcissist,
I'm nothing like a senseless nihilist.
Compelled with false accusations I become an arsonist,
I'm stuck in the moment like a horologist,
My actions have me feelin' like a monotheist,
The gist is I'm a God crafted mere automaton.