She
refuses
To reside
Inside
anyone’s
Solace
Especially
her own
She’s a
rare rose
With
the thorns
Still attached
She walks
a fine line
Somewhere
Along the line
Between pain
And fine wine
She always
found the time
And
Courage
To shine

How did it feel ?
It hurt...

It hurt so much my heart broke
And my chest implode 
It hurt so bad it made me sick
Now I just want to sleep

It hurt like it never had
I know my words sound sad
It hurt because it was real
And at first that wasn't the deal

It hurt just to think of it
Even for a little bit
It hurt to know I was wrong
To think it would last long

It hurt 'cause it had to
I just need to go through
It hurt but one day it won't
Since someone will heal my wound

The value of art
Lies not in its beauty
But in its flaws
It's not about the perfection
But its mistakes
It's not about the art itself
Or the story it tells
The true value of art
Is how it makes you feel

I don't care we're not together anymore
I don't care I may hurt sometimes
And I'm probably full of remorses
But that's not what makes me rhyme

I understand I didn't act the right way
And I know I'm hardly lovable
So I don't hate you for what you say
I just some times feel uncomfortable

I don't cry because you're definitely gone
I can imagine what you were thinking
But no, the worst is that you moved on
And I'm here in my bed, ...sinking.

I long for those nights in which I absentmindedly fall asleep while praying.  Talking to god like hes my bestfriend.

You see
A person only truly falls in love
Once in their life time
And once that time is used up
There is no more.
You can lie to yourself
And to others
But if you were truly in love with them
That love cannot be undone.
I am in love.
A love that won't go away
With my best friend.
I fell off
The bridge of love
And into the waters
Where he followed
But his love came with strings attached
A bungee
And he jumped back up
And left me sitting there in the waters
While he's up on the bridge
Calling me up there
While I'm wishing him down here
And I have no bungee.

I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."