my wrist are bleeding
i was trying so hard to stay clean
but i couldn't do it
i stopped counting at 140
and i wish i stopped
but it made most of the pain go away

im sorry i cant do this anymore,
im sorry i fell in love with you,
im sorry the im annoying,
im sorry my life is boring,
im sorry i have scars,
im sorry that i am this way
im sorry that its this way
im sorry that you fell in love with a girl that has scars
im sorry for being sorry
i cant do it anymore....i dont want to be here anymore

help me
i need help
im bleeding
i cant take the pain anymore
the moment when you left me
i couldn't take it, the pain it hurts so bad
i found a new friend
it makes my feel ok
but then it hurts me
it makes a beautiful picture on my skin
but it is telling me that everything is ok

do you know how it feels when your family tells you that they hates you, or when you lose your best friend or when the the love of you life is gone, out of your sight, out of you reach, almost almost out of your mind but your trying to keep all the happy memories in your mind but they are slowly slipping away

I have those moments
When all I want to do is
Read your words
Hear your voice
Hold you close
And feel your warmth..

And I have those moments
When all I want to do is
Finally drown
In this ocean
Of endless sadness
And just slip into gray..

Right now
I feel both
And I need you here
To lie to me and say
Everything is ok
And you're going to stay..

you sit there crying because she left you
she did the same thing to me
she left me there crying, she told me she loved me and she would never leave me
but now look shes with you hurting you instead of me your crying because you wont let her go, i told you what she did to me and how much she hurt me, you know how you took her back after she said sorry and she will never do it again but look she did it again she left you probably ******* another ***, but you will take her back, and she's saying the same things  she said to me to you, she is lying to you, she wants to break you down where no one else could have you because your sad, but look get over her all, all she is  doing is hurt you and you can stop the hurt only if you let her go

My wrist are now bleeding
My life doesn't have any meaning
My wrist have bleed
My wrist have trails of red

You may be out of my sight but not out of my heart
You may be out of my reach but not out of my mind
I may mean nothing to you but you will always mean something to me

once a upon a time there was a girl and she was in love with this girl, this girl was her world, her life, her everything, but the girls parents made you to stop talking, and all that girl could do is cry and there is nothing you could do because your mom took over her life, her mom took her phone and everything she owns, the girl now has nothing and misses the love of her life so much she is still the only thing she thinks about she hardly gets any sleep until she cries her self to sleep, but the girl nos this is best for the love of her life because it gives her ( the love of her life) a chance to be even more happy, now its up to the girl to make herself happy

The first one is when someone is reckless with your heart and it breaks and its shatters in ways you never thought it could

The second is when you break someone’s heart because you’ll never know pain like the type that has you look into their eyes but they look away …..

And the worst kind of heart break is the kind that comes along when you have to watch the person you love be happy with someone else! </3

another one of the worst broken hearts are when you and your best friend start talking to these 2 guys. When your friend introduces them to you and you can’t help it but fall for one. When your best friend breaks up with the other one she said she was all amazing and goes crazy. When you find out she has sent nudes to him while he and you were dating. That’s true pain. He says it is only you but you know it is all a lie and the bad thing is this happened only in a month and a week. It feels like **** when you remember the good times you have had together but then you remember that you have to drop them for good all they ever caused was pain. I remember crying one night over Xbox and everyone was saying nothing is going on but his cousin… Her ex-boyfriend. But then I decide almost 2 months later I forgive her because school starts back up. I had a chip on my back still but then days got brighter because she introduced me to someone. My boyfriend the only good thing that came out of her. You’ve past him at places, never paid attention. But back to the point, she had put me through hell with her and her satanic life. I will never say her name again she hurt me so bad. She has called me every name in the book; ****, *****, *****, *******, childish, and more I will not say. I’ve learnt from my mistakes but I now know I will not make them ever again.

My love for you was bullet proof but you’re the one that shot me

My head hurts and maybe it’s from all the coffee I've been drinking to keep me awake because all I see when I shut my eyes are yours

Hey little fighter please drop your handy lighter now give me your razors and lift up your sleeves
Your scars will stay, but your buries will soon fade away
Now eat baby your mean something to me, so take it in, take it in and breathe
Know things will get better because angel even in this gloomy weather it can’t rain forever

Hey I just wanted to tell you, you’re my everything, you’re my world, you’re the apple of my eye, you’re perfect, I swear god made you just for me, I’m glad that your by my side every day, baby you’re like a drug, I need you more then you need me, you’re like my life support
you’re the reason why I’m still alive, your beautiful in every way, more I know about you more beautiful you get, if talking to you makes me heart race, then I don’t know what will happen when I see you face to face I don’t know how to tell you how much I love you because my love for you can’t be shown so listen baby girl your everything to me and I love you just the way you are <3

Have you felt that you’re all alone but you’re not but it seems like it because no one is there for you but then they are, you thought that people will never be there for you until you turn around and everything changes? When you turn around and realize that someone is there for you but then you guys stop talking every day and you’re crying and the person that is supposed to be there for you doesn’t answer you and you need there their help because you’re scared that you will do something stupid again, and then it seems you have no one there so you do something stupid and all you can do is cry because you’re lost in an empty dark place where you don’t know how to get out, so you sit there and cry, and you start saying that your life is nothing but then you see a light at the end at the tunnel, and there is a person that you thought that well never be there for you and she’s smiling and holding you and telling you that everything is ok and she never leaves your side, and you finally stop crying and you start smiling and you can’t stop, after you start to feel that hurt going away slowly but it’s going away, and your finally becoming happy for once and all you wish for that hurt not to come back but it does and you feel it all over again and this time it doesn’t go away, when you close your eyes do you still realize what you did to me do you understand how bad I’m hurting, you told me you love me and you would never hurt me and you left me when you said you would never hurt or leave me but look what you did you hurt and left me, like everyone else does, I thought I found that special person I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with but I guess you’re just another one of my mistakes and I’m supposed to learn from you and I learned that you’re not  the one and I should just wait because I know you’re not it and you were just a waste of time, why did you have to lie to me and say that you love me, let’s see maybe you felt bad or you were wanting to make someone jelly, who knows it could be anything, and then you try to say that I was your everything but you can never look me in the eyes and say it, so it was just lies right?