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 Jul 2015 Gudden
Stu Harley
fate
wears
the
iron mask
and
red cape
of
destiny
that
we shall not escape
our fate
I found clarity but my insecurities still scare me.
You express your passion for me & it's clear to see.
I laid with you and embraced you.
I shared my energy with you and let you into the most vulnerable part of me.
Now when we're apart it feels like I lost a part of me.
I never fell so deep for someone and trust me you're the only one.
You changed me in ways I didn't know a person could.
I do everything I'm supposed to, everything I should.
I see us in the future going forward.
That's the goal I'm working towards.
You make me feel like i actually matter, like I exsist.
In that case I want you to remain in my life and not exit.
I say "want" alot but in actuality I wanna say "need."
How do I say it without being too clingy?
**** boy... you really do mean the world to me.
 Jul 2015 Gudden
insensivel
Lost
 Jul 2015 Gudden
insensivel
I'm lost
Every now and then I'll try to convince myself
that I'll eventually be okay
But then the next day my thought change
and then I'm back to square one
 Jul 2015 Gudden
Skreezus
Untitled
 Jul 2015 Gudden
Skreezus
I feel like at the end of Fight Club where the narrator and Marla
are holding hands staring out the window
watching the financial institutions explode and crumble
all that destruction
not gazing through the glass but staring at our reflections
I'm suicidal
I have thought about it not only once or twice but thrice
I'm suicidal
I have written hundreds, thousands and millions of letters
I'm suicidal
I'm a danger to myself
I'm suicidal
I see no fun in living.
 Jul 2015 Gudden
deeplyhollowed
Hope
 Jul 2015 Gudden
deeplyhollowed
Crushed and broken
But it's not yet the end
Life goes on
Try to move on
It may take forever
But you'll gonna get there
I have realized that bitterness will do no good to me. It's time to chase the rainbow of my life.
 Jul 2015 Gudden
Beauteous Beast
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.

but then I'll go to hell if I told you that
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