the arch of your back
the curl of your toes
your grasp of the sheets
your moans in my ears

I wake from this recurring nightmare
and instantly I want you back
both of us shivering together

but I am alone in my cold room
consumed by thoughts of you

Believe you're happy and doing fine,
Leave your house all the time.
Stay Occupied. Make Friends . Embrace their Smiles.

Whatever makes life worth living for a while .

Here I am lying in bed
Kind of nervous as to what to write first
My thoughts are playing hide and seek
Exactly the ones that make me feel like I'm sick
The aim is not to try rhyming too much
But to use a platform like this to try and heal

I'm not ready to face everything that happened in the past
I can't take reliving those emotions again
I talk and talk but I keep feeling like nobody could ever understand..
So let me try putting thought to paper
Maybe then you'll get a glimpse
Of how how I am the way I am

This is my first and hopefully not my last...
-Wendy