My shattered heart
lies lifelessly on the floor
With no one
but myself to clean up the mess
Is this what a heart break feels like?
having no one to help
When you need it most
because this is what happens to me
All the time

Tonight the stars do not shine for me
Nor have they ever
Today the sun does not shine for me
Nor has it ever
This evening the crickets do not croak for me
Nor have they ever
Tonight the moon does the rise for me
Nor has it ever
Everyday nobody cares for me
Nor will they ever

The voice in my head
Is a cruel monster
Ripping away at my brain
And filling the open wounds with horrible thoughts
As the wounds heal
I can hear his voice
Screaming out to me
Telling me murderous thoughts
When will this stop?
The pain, agony and brutality
I have no one here to help me
Because no one dares to reach their arm out
And pull me from the fires of hell
So here I am
Fighting my own battles
Day in and day out
Hoping I come out alive
When will I be okay again?
When will he leave my head?

My mind is deranged
Filled with demons and sin
Making me believe the things I do will help me
If my brain was not held by the arms of the fallen angel
Would I actually be happy?
Or would I still think the thoughts that haunt me everyday
What is real
And what is not
Will never become known to me
For my mind has taken over my life

Tonight I might slip
Into the Devil's hands
I don't feel God
Reaching out to me
I hear a battle in my head
And Satan is winning
Please help me
Before it's too late

As the night comes alive
And the demons come out to play
They viscously attack my mind
Filling my brain with dangerous thoughts
Only a crazy person would think of
Does that make me crazy?
I try to drown them out
And for now I believe it works
Until I close my eyes
And that is when their fun really begins
This is not the end of something ugly
Because this is only the start

As I lay in bed
With not a single feeling in my body
I lay there
Numb
Wondering when this feeling will dissipate
I try to feel some type of feeling
But I simply cannot
My mind, body and soul will not allow me to
So I lay there waiting to sail away into my mind
To wake up with a new emtion