nevaeh

nevaeh Oct 2020

empty
staring
lifeless eyes
motionless
plastic
full of lies

i learned infant cpr today its pretty lit

#plastic #fake #empty

nevaeh Oct 2020

i will always be
a disappointment
always distant
always getting hopes up
and letting them down
ill always love you
but i cant always be there for you
not in the ways i wish i could

im sorry

nevaeh Oct 2020

back to it

citrus colored
acid and sweet
balanced
stable
like apricots
and nectarines
sunflower yellow
i want to be free
not perfect or pretty
just want to be me

im going through another identity crisis - its yellow again

nevaeh Oct 2020

princess

this dress is itchy
these children are loud
it smells like feet
i have never felt less
like a princess

but you make it easy
to keep smiling

my princess smile is real tonight

#princess

nevaeh Oct 2020

tic tac

i have discovered
after 16 years of life
i have been missing out
on the flavor orange.
i dont really like the color
but like, orange tic tacs?
they vibe.

????theyre so good what the ****????

#candy

nevaeh Oct 2020

jealousy

i am full of colors
blue and pink red and black
always moving and changing
there are things i dont know
things i cannot know
and it drives me
crazy

heart shaped poetry

#shapepoetry #heart #love

nevaeh Oct 2020

nyctophilia vs. insomnia

i could sleep
if i wanted to
but why would i