nevaeh

nevaeh Oct 2020

"she's prettier than you, and they do talk a lot..."
"you know, if it almost happened before, it could happen again"
"you're bringing him down, you need to let him go before you both sink"
"stop trying, it's pathetic and you're going to scare everyone away"
"you're alone, nobody is going to save you"

haha paranoia am i right

nevaeh Oct 2020

me/you

i like to think
that you think about me
whenever im not around
i like to imagine
that you dream about me
while you're sleeping sound
i like to pretend
that youre missing me
whenever i feel alone
i like to think
that you think about me
even if you dont

miss u

nevaeh Oct 2020

one of many

im a ******
but now, at least
im one of many weirdos
all together

we aren't all
perfect or normal or rich
but we are all beautiful
all shapes and sizes of us
from the too-tall girls
to the skinny boys
we all match
like one big
****** up
puzzle

i like having friends

#friends #acceptance #love

nevaeh Oct 2020

cupcakes

sliding around on the kitchen floor
making lonely cupcakes
and singing along
to my favorite songs
because *******
**** your rules
i want cupcakes
i want to sing and dance
i want to be in love
and i do want i want

nevaeh Oct 2020

lets be night people

i personally live at night
**** just hits different
after 10:00 PM

lets be those weirdos
in a gas station at 3 am
lets be cool and smooth
lets go on long drives
down dark empty streets
lets live life
in liminal space

everything just feels more possible
like we could really do anything
night has spooky mysterious vibes
lets be spooky and mysterious together

plus i have severe insomnia so like...

nevaeh Oct 2020

wild card

every time i want to do something
wild or fun or cool
my body does
the exact opposite
of it

so every time i want to kiss you
i just
run away

basically
you might have to do it for me
because im a little bit
of a wimp

i swear next time i'll actually do it

nevaeh Oct 2020

perfection

you
your body
your face

isn't perfect

but they are by far
the best
face and body
i have ever seen

🖤

i understand being unhappy with yourself but just remember i love you okay

#bodyimage #love