Did you hear the stars whisper that I love you?
I talked to the moon and he insisted I was insane
Although there are moments when I truly wonder am I?
Here I am looking up at the sky for my answers
Attempting to run but I always return
Running back to you looking up at the moon
Tell me you love me everyday at noon
Lets not repeat a thing but love so much it makes us shy
I want to discover you all over again
I’ll dive inside of you and swim like you’re the sea
Lets go into a cave and feel one another in the dark
Unfamiliar fingers exploring my untame heart
Escape into our world let our passions be free
Together just you and me

My love is wrong

My love is mistaken

Its frightened

Its GONE

I cocoon myself into what I perceive

I am weary not WISE

Losing  it all nobody by my side

You say you know me

What I am all about?

I wonder have you really ever taken the time?

Could you live without me?

Without my abuse?

My smile could heal and soothe if I let it

I dont have any words to even say

Words are overrated I hate it that way

My eyes speak so many languages

Some that are not real

Everyday I need and try to escape this place

Where do I turn where there in nobody around?

I am lonely and have no cause

What ever happen to the ones who needed me near?

Fragile and seperate from my very own being

I have no sense of purpose

No pride

Where shall I go ?

To continue the search for myself

When in the end I will be left empty handed

Cold and tormented and no place left to GO

The bathtub was almost my casket
You're holding my head
I just want to leave

Love is my religion

Its what I do best

Its the hunger that invades me

Its what knows me best

Grabs me by my inner soul

Holds me tight wont let me go

The strength is has astonishes me so

You cant hold it inside your hands

Or put it on a shelf to admire

Its subtle yet strong

Sometimes may be wrong

But its what I do and where I belong

Have you seen my home?

It use to be a place for me  

But now it's at the bottom of this bottle

I let it burn all the way through

Touching and  teasing my tongue with ease

My eyes seep with tears make me weak in my knees

Have you seen me?

I use to be alive

Now I am not found

If you see me remind me

I use to be new

In your head dispose me
Break the balance  
Everytime shared was time wasted
**** exposed as you tasted my *******
Your tounge exploring and longing
For what was once yours
The very symbol of what I represented
Is not what it use to be
Photographs lay scattered about
Torn and feeble like our soul
You decay
I bloom and fly away

A million times I have touched your face

Studied you like a piece of art

Felt your skin on my fingertips

Admired you looked into your eyes

Could always tell if you lied

Never mistaken you for someone else

I remember all the tears you have shed

Loved you for long

Even in your darkest times

Held you safely when you were afraid

Embraced you

Because you are ME

Somewhere in time

The truth is where its at

All of these moments

Perhaps were rare and that's that

When I try and discover the matter of it all

All I seem to find is nothing at all

So I ask myself so softly is this really worth it

Do I continue to struggle to prove whats meaningful

I may judge

I may be abrupt

Yet I manage to hold my soul inside my hands

Not letting it go

I’m  on the road
Going nowhere
The jack taste so fine to me
I can see the sun is following me
It may catch up I can feel the heat rise
This country station isn’t so clear
Perhaps I should stop and admire the view
My soul is singing
I stare into the sky
Feel close to home
Dirt is flying I can feel the grime
If I just had a one way ticket
I could find what I misplaced so long ago
Find what’s mine
This lonely night that never changes
Faces that stay the same  
Another reason to drink
So I don’t belong
I’ll bury myself in the bottle that heats me up so well
For the night I’ll let it all go

I would like to set my mind at ease
Close my eyes and see my dreams
Although tonight I cannot and that is nothing new
Insomnia robs me of the person that I once knew

Bow your head

Reach out and embrace me

This tragic moment that cant escape me

The lonely ones left behind

I yearn for strength and compassion and mind

Although when I turn around nobody is there

Pieces of my soul has blown everywhere

Leaving me fragile and vulnerable within

Do I have an answer to why

I  sure wish I did

I want to be the creator of my thoughts

Closing my eyes I want visions of a sunset in the distance

Not blood in the sand

What happened to the innocence?

What’s happened to the man?

Where is the ray of light?

That can make me forget

The disrepair has gone on to long

Lets forget about the fight

Come home soldiers

We will try and fix the blemishes of war

The destruction of our country

It is so poor

So bow your head

Put your hands together

Speak silently to the maker

For all of this to be gone

For all of this tragic despair to wash away

Lets hope that it can happen soon if not today

Rain claws at the window
Darkness encompasses this stonework sentinel
Crimson fog signals the moon
Graphite sky interwoven with sapphire lights
Scaling the mountains of the sky, where electric Prisms echo  
Azure and turquoise ripples above  the copper depths
Morose attendant of dawning and nightfall flare

These tears could follow me miles from home
This could be the last night unless I’m found
As I collect the dust from my pores
I’ll give it to you
It has no use not here
I’m a tourist in my own town
I have broken taste
I keep letting you run around in my mind
Taking up my space
Your mouth is all I can taste
Repeating my demise  
Who will decide ?
If I’m broken or just too late
Will you find me after I’m gone?
The walls are bottomless and bleak
Pictures of only you I keep
This is why my spirit leaks
The stars are embers that echo in my heart
Washed away and displaced
Nobody lives here  anyway
I ache as I try and  purge  myself of your face
Lost without an  escape
I have grief that is bigger than this earth
I often wonder who wrote this story of mine?
Will me soul ever meet my body?
The sun is loud the clouds are  keeping secrets from me
Perhaps they will tell me my destination
As the bird takes flight  it crashes into the glass
Blood pours from its eyes  
There is no color there is no sound
I pick up the residue its for you
As the blood  stains my hands
The bird tries to fight
It has had its last flight
Weakened and beaten
Given up to the destruction that it has caused
There is no time
To replenish what was lost

We pray
We beg
Only when we feel hollow

For one night I belong to you
Place your hands upon my hips
Dance with me take that step
Follow me watch my lips
I’ll say yes to whatever you wish
I have needs and I will be oh so kind
You know it will feel right
I will be careful with you
I won't let go
It will be perfect
I’ll work your body like mine
You make me wet
The connection that we have is something real
Tonight is mine
I run my fingers through your dark hair
Tasting the sweat on your neck
There is nothing wrong we will do no harm
I want you to taste me
Let our tongues move and embrace
The coolness of the night
The heat from your body
Use your imagination
There is so many places I want to touch
Lay me down place your body on mine
Spread my thighs
Relax and breathe and enjoy
Have you ever felt this way
I bet you don't deny

You ask me what a poem is I shall tell the truth

What it means to me

I could  write it on  paper or write it in  dirt

It's the words that escape my mouth every time I try and speak

It's the hurt that runs way to deep

If I could make a poem speak

I would whisper all my words quietly and slowly until the end of time

If only I could weep

Touch the tenderness of the page

Watch all the letters dance off into space

Through my fingers into the air

All my memories slowly disappear

Through stars and bright skies and sunshine and pain

I engulf my sense of grace

My muse sort of speak

Makes it easy on my mind

Let is all escape until its that time

Form a sentence make it  rhyme

Perhaps this time I will be heard

And not left behind

Little bird with remains of me
Ingesting  my innards but who cares anyway
Lets sleep this day
Plant me as you were
I shall lay here
As the sparks fly and I flow
Humming to myself the serenity of it all
For who I don’t know and I shall not care
I travel in circles diminishing with the hilarity of it all  
The reflection is not me
But an livid butterfly that cant be free
With disheveled wings that beat on one another
A carcass made of  dust
Use them make a nest
A comfortable place for you and me
With what ever residue you may  need  
Just allow me some rest

When I see you I don't know if I really see you

Turn around let me look at you

Don't let this disappear

The lack of color

The cry in the night

Love your hungry hands

So desperate and weak

We make gentle kisses as I weep

I will own your heart make it my mine

Won't put a price on it

It's not meant to be sold

I go crazy with fear

Afraid you will go leaving me here

I dream

Want to scream without you

Our worlds seem so far away

If I could just reach you and have you as my own

Unyielding deeper into the core

I go and find you there

Impatient and fevered

Naked and torrid

Strength that takes me

Dampens my eyes

Escape reaches me

And I don't know why