I ascend the VERY vertical mountain *****
Stepping upon twisty Snake roots and snail shell boulders
I'm a clumsy Billy Goat
The rain falls silently
It leaps off emerald leaves and rolls off ground bound rocks
They glisten with beauty and dangerous slippage
Awkwardly I scramble up an incline
Tarantula style!
Pebbles scramble to escape my scattering feet
And with a less than graceful hop, skip, and jump
I reach the peak!
In a epic display of perfect timing sun beams streak through the parted clouds
For me it's a moment of awe
Peaceful
Connected
Curious
FREE

I wrote this in the bath
The pages got damp
        I wrote this filled with regret
Now tears damped the pages
       I let the water drain my body filled with sinking sand
The pages are so damp I cannot finish....

Reverberations envelop me,
Form ignites, Free
Falling
No longer a thought thrall
Liberation
From mental confinement
For eternal love

It moves me in ways you never could,
I move with it
At special times I merge with it
We become one
Then the world slows down just for a bit
We groove in a lone space
For endless moments wrapped in vibes. Amazing, incredible music.

Im so incredibly jealous of the ocean
its freedom, its motion
I resent the rain
Causing me anxiety and pain
I envy the sun rays
Its fury blaze
Im grasping at straws
Trying to hide my flaws
I love you
But to be honest you are making me blue
Stay away
But please, please come back one day