i have always been
a product of my own self destruction
my heart sinking deeper and deeper
down the darkest path
every time i try to speak

i am now free
i have found my voice
i am no longer caged by my own limitations
i have set myself free
by letting go
of my insecurities

i can soar on my own
without the help of others
i can fly freely
without the fear of
being put back
in that cage i once built for myself

i don’t want to lose you
i don’t want to be with you
i don't want to be without you
i don’t want you in my life
i can’t imagine a life without you

you make me crazy
you are crazy
you have no idea
how crazy i am
about
you

you have no idea
how much you make my head spin
trying to wrap myself around
your conniving messages
trying to understand
why you do this to me
trying to understand
why i still fall for you
trying to understand
you