I wish I could have
that same hope
you had for me
when we both found out
where I'm going from here

cause truth be told
when the universe tells you
that your time ticks
by the shorter years

It's hard to be happy
It's hard to have fun
It's hard to smile
It's hard to be strong

That day when we both knew
where I'm going from here
You looked to plan A - Z

You looked through
the high and low places
looking for ways to keep me
from parting this realm

I looked at you
at every single detail of you
thinking if today or the next
will be my very last

It hurts
to see
people
hurt
themselves
when they
have lives
longer than
yours

It hurts
to see
people
love less
when
you have
less time
to love

"I have no idea where I'm going or if I want to be where I am right now. I am restless; you know this; I have wanderlust in my lungs and poetry in my veins."

"The months, they turn to days,
the days, they turn to hours
the hours, they turn to minutes
the minutes, they turn to moments,
and in these moments
I am wistful;
I am missing you."

"So many clouds above, I wonder why no one else seems to see them."