In a room
there is a bed.
Under that bed
there is a box.
On that box
there is a lock
In the box
there is a heart
If you look closer to the box
you could see a tag
On that tag
there is a name
Now turn around
do you see that little girl in the door
That is me
and my heart is the heart in the box.

I
I love
I love you
I love you more
I love you most
I love you mostest
I love you mostestest
I love you more than you love me
I love you more than anyone could love you
I don't love you anymore
I don't think we need to be together
Goodbye

I loved you when we were together
I love you still to this day
Our love was broken two months ago
I mask my pain with a smile and a laugh
I see you with all this other girls
Seeing you make them smile
Remembering when I was that girl
I refused to love anyone else
I torture myself by watching you go on with your life
While I am still stuck in the past
I'm holding on the hope you see me like I see you
That you come back to me
I hold on to the memories
I lock myself in my room with them
I locked up my heart in a box and wrote your name on it
So I remember that it is yours and only yours
Because I promised you that I will love you and only you forever.

I'm sorry for being the reason behind those tears
And that wet pillow

I'm sorry for the fractured heart
That bleeds silently
Bleeding agony,disappointments, regrets
And unfulfilled promises

I'm sorry for the the sleepless nights
Of reminiscing I caused you

I'm sorry for being the reason behind that fake smile
You always wear
The loneliness and misery I caused you

I'm sorry for the "I'm a strong big girl " pretence
But deep down torn apart I caused you

I thought what I felt
In my heavy chest was real
I thought strong feelings of affection were there,
That it was love

I'm sorry that I was confused mistaking lust
for love

I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything, but it was time I followed
my heart and became honest with myself for once

It was time I find the one I true love

As they say the cost of not following your heart
Is living a regretful life wishing you had

I'm sorry
But  I had to take the journey of  finding
The one who holds the key to my heart,
The journey of finding true happiness

I hope you too.......find happiness one day*

©

Taetso Jojo.

The smile that lies is spread across my face
A big toothy grin from ear to ear
A childish laugh and snort
A light sparkling and dancing in my eyes.
but none of these are actually true.
The big smile wants frown all the time and pout
The childish laughs want to be sobs
The light in my eyes are just tears brim my eyes.
But I put on this face so no one can see the....
smile that lies