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Disa Pradwika Sep 2018
i started to believe when you listed these impossible things you found in me

i am finally falling in love with my own eyes

not because you told me things you loved about me, including my eyes

but because all i see is you

that i start falling in love with these eyes of mine
Disa Pradwika Sep 2018
as the wind insanely blows at 2 a.m
and my mind is tragically exploding
and my thoughts are ironically emptying

here’s the picture of you

comforting..

floating..

disappearing..
Disa Pradwika Sep 2018
home is not a place
it is never a place

it is a feeling

sometimes,
if you’re lucky

it is a person
and you’ll be homesick for them
Disa Pradwika Aug 2018
i had never liked my name until i heard you said it

i had never known i deserved to be loved until you came and treated me better

i had never known that sleeping pills were useless until i heard your voice taking me to sleep

i had never known that i could fall in love only by hearing your laugh on the phone at 3 am

i had never known that loving you hurt more than cutting my arms

i had never known happiness existed until i knew you
Disa Pradwika Sep 2018
loving you this much
makes me so happy

i can only imagine
how miserable
i would be
if the day you leave, arrives.
and how i could never bear the pain.
Disa Pradwika Sep 2018
i never knew the reason why we met
why you saw me

until i realized
that God gave me you
to make me finally know
and to understand
what fighting with my own self felt like
and my own demon
Disa Pradwika Aug 2018
is it a place that you haven’t been before?
is it people you have lost?
is it someone who doesnt exist?

is it you?
Disa Pradwika Aug 2018
i am a rotten daisy in a garden full of Juliet roses
yet my lips can feed your ego more than she and her whole body can

i am a half-broken soul
but whole when meets your hand behind my hair
and alive when you choke me while getting in all me

how can i not love you
while our nights are mostly good
and tired
and satisfied
but think of the one who doesn't even know my presence matters

i am wanted and desired by you

but to him; i am just regular flakes passing his molecules by

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