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Today is the day, I realize that I'm so right.
Right, to don't believe if there is somebody who said "I love you until I die" or "if you die, I will die too".
Or I will smile like a doll and look like a fool.
I can write those sentences to be some stupid love songs.
What I know as well as I always do, a person who really loving you will never ever hurts you or leaves you and never break their promises.
Nobody wrong in this situation, there is only who is the stronger and better. I believe the universe wants me to feel and learn how to get the strength.
I'm not the kind of a person who give up on someone. I don't hate people. I don't leave people and I'm not lost.
Leaved, it doesn't mean weak.
Yes, there will be times, I get mad, upset and sad.
I'm not the kind of a person who break the promises.
I keep it as well as I always do.
That is one of my best.
I don't escape from the memories, it grows me up.
In the end, I'm the winner of these feelings.
I'm forgiving myself, everybody in this story and everything.
God wants me to be patient, strong and happy, so I am. :)

One day, I had a new friend.
He said that he likes to play with me.
Then we always went to somewhere together.
Played guitar and sang together.
Drew and ate together.
One day, he brought me to a new place that such a beautiful place.
There are many friends at that place and they were so friendly.
Day by day until I was so close with them.
One day, he leaved me and let me with the other friends.
He never played with me again even for a minute or a second.
But he always plays with the other friends.
He leaved me until I forgot that he was my friend.
I felt like I swam to deep at that place and forgot where I came from.
One day, I made sure myself that I dare to leave that place and forget everything about that place and the people.
Day by day I never come again to that place.
One day, now and forever...
I realize this is my place, home.
They are just the people that thought that they are the angels.
They're not!
They force me to dreaming the dreams that I don't want to dream.
It's okay, now I'm better to stay with my people in reality.
Catch the dream that I love.
Forget everything about that fake world.
Start the new life with the reality.

Lahir dan besar di desa yang bisa dibilang sangat sejuk
Tumbuh dengan aman, nyaman dan bahagia
Bermain ke ladang, kebun, sungai, bahkan hampir seperti hutan
Selalu aman dan tetap jauh dari bahaya
Teman-teman berdatangan ke rumah untuk bermain dan berbagi cerita
Berkumpul seperti keluarga besar
Lalu aku pergi dari desa dimana aku dilahirkan dan mulai tinggal di tempat yang baru di desa yang baru dengan situasi yang berbeda
Aku tumbuh disana dan mengenal berbagai pembaharuan
Hari demi hari hingga bertahun-tahun aku menyaksikan berbagai perubahan
Dimana banyak perubahan yang sulit dipercaya
Hampir segala sesuatu yang aku lihat dan alami sulit dipercaya
Hingga timbul perasaan tidak nyaman, gerah, takut, sesak, terancam, tertindas di tempat yang ku sebut rumah
Rumah, bukan bangunan yang aku tinggali
Tapi disini, di tanah aku berpijak
Semua sudah tak lagi sama
Hingga muncul dalam otakku
Haruskah aku tinggal atau aku tinggalkan?
Rumah,
Aku merindukanmu

They never know who I am
They never see us
It's not so wrong
But I just can't handle it
It is hurt to think and walk with it
I'm the person who beside you
But they never know
It is a song that they never heard
It is a taste that they never know
Why can't you hold my hand there
Why can't you beside me there
Why can't you hug me there
Why can't you look at me here
Why do we need a space?
You and me are we
It is love, but
Why can't we say that we're in Love
Why should we hide away
Why do you just stand and breathe softly like without me
Why do you just walk in front of me
Why don't you call my name
Why don't you tell them my name
Why can't you show me
When can you show them
Why do we got a love that is homeless
It might be like a secret love song
But what I feel is more than a song
You're not someone's baby
I'm not too
But why I just have to stay and watch you walk with so many heavy reasons
Tell them ene day
Unseen Yours