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 May 2021 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
I don't want to leave you
I promises many time
I will never go away from you
but i did.

I left you on the same street
Where  we 1stly meet
I don't know why
I hate myself
I broke myself
Nd
I broke to you
Why?

For me
Fall in love with someone
Wasn't easy
I made my heart like an iron
Bt  
You came like a magnet u steal it.

I found you will be the one
Who love me a lot
Cares me a lot
But i was wrong
This hollow world is so selfish
Everyone comes in our life for a reasons
Nd give us life lessons.

I'm not talking about you
I feel you are like me "soft hearted"
I  know,
You will love someone very deeply
But,
I wasn't so much lucky
So,
I decided to left you
With me you will never happy.

i don't give you all the happiness of your life
instead of it
I can't give you a little bit of pain
I always want to see smile on your face.

I Left  you for your better future
You deserve someone better not like me
Who loves you more than me
Who cares you more than me.

Sometimes i feel i wasn't at your level
One day you will left me
When another one comes in your life
Because
I was at bottom level.

I made my heart like a white paper
That is filled with black ink
People comes in my life they want to make space on it
But the ink is so dark
No one have such courage to remove it
I also tried since my childhood but i can't
Still
Waiting for someone
Who understand me better than myself
I think it is on my destiny.
A Mysterious story resides on my eyes
I look at the mirror to hide myself.

I never said my deepest feeling to anyone
It resides on my soft heart
How much i love
How much i care.

I know,
may be one day love will end
But ,
Our friendship shouldn't end
I still with you every time ,everywhere
You can call me
like the 1st day you call without hesitation
As a person i don't want to loose you.

Dear love
Please don't forgot
Our love.
Fractional ink.
I haven't experienced about love just a tried to write something about love.❤
 May 2021 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
Samaj ke bandisho se azad
Bin pankho se urna chahti hu
Pankh tute hai to kya
Khawo se aashaman sajana chahti hu

Hoshlo ki urran hu main
kisi ki muskan hu main
bharat ki anokhi shan hu main
band pare khawbo ki arman hu main

manti hu zindgi ke safar me
Me mil jate hai kuch humsafar
naa hote hue apne
Phir ban jate band aankho ke sapne

Haa main uarna chahti hu
Oos ke bund ki tarah dhara ko susobhit karna chahti hu
khilkhilana chahti hu
Hasna chahti hu
Apne pankho ko failye dhara ko napna chahti hu
apni khusboo se sbko mekhkana chahti hu
apne gunjan se nabh ko gunjit karna chahti hu
kali se ful ki tarah khilna chahti hu

kya thi galti meri
kis bat ki milli mujhe  ye saja
ye Samaj ki bandishe
Pairo m jakri ye janjiro se niklna hahti hu
kuch kehna chahti hai
Khud ko khud se milana chahti hu
kyuki jaise main dikhti hu waise hu nai
Mere hai kuch azad sapne
Pinjre m band panchi nahi hu
aazad bharat ki ek shakti ka rup hu
Ek larki hu mai
Haan ek larki
jo khud apna itishah bnana chati hai
Auro se alag khud ki duniya basana chahti hai
kUch karna chati hai
Apne liye
apno ke liye
Iss jahan ke liye.
Myself...😇
 Dec 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
Never leave your passion
for
something what you want in your life
B/w that,
Your passion
makes you what you never think in your life.

Sometimes  we leave our passion for some thing which is imp part of life ..but after that i feel...our passion reached us that position in our life we never think.🤞
Just a single thought of mine..
रखो शब्दों की मर्यादा,
इनकी उम्र है हम से ज्यादा।।
 Nov 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
Good morning... Good morning...
Wake up early in the morning
Alarm clock is ringing
Birds are singing
Fishes are swimming
Also the sun is rising
but,
You are still sleeping
In morning with pillow nd sweet dream
Good morning...Good morning...
Wake up early in the morning.

Morning Thoughts.
 Nov 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
Bas hame malum naa tha
kisi ke sath pane ki
khawahish bhi na thi
kisi se bicharne ka gam v nahi tha
To kya tha jo tha
bas hame malum naa tha.

Jane anjane me hua tha hame v kuch kabhi
The bekhabar hm bhi
Khudse hii khabar the

Til Til se sanjoya tha khaboo ka v mahal kabhi hhmne
Tut gaye sare khawb par til v na dikhi

Khawbo ki atishbaji dil me iss qudar ** rhi thi
Jaise khuli aashaman me tare nazae aane lage the

Uss hasin shaam ko main
Dulhan ki tarah saji uss saksh e oo aam ka main
Talab e intazar kar rhi thi
Par wo nahi aaya
Wo pal tham si gyi
Meri sanse ruk hii gye
Mano
Bin mausam ki bijliya barasne lage
Aachank tufan sa utne laga
Mere dil ke har kone me
Brishsh v hui khuli ragistan m
yado ka silsila mitne laga
kuch is quadar jaise
Reet pani me tairne lagi
Bas hame malum naa tha.

This poem is based on reality of life when you truly loves to someone but  still they don't understand your feelings. Than we feel  life is just stopped. But we should move on.
Thanks for reading
 Oct 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
Being soft heart is not my weakness
But i found that,
Your hard heart makes you emotionless.
Today you are far away for me,
By your hard heart.
I know you may be restless,
Without you me too soulless,
By my soft heart.
I want to forgot you nd move forward
But your beautiful memories pushes me backward
what will i do with a soft heart
That makes me soulless without you.
And;
What will you do with your hard heart
That makes you restless without me.

"BEING SOFT HEART
IN A CRUEL WORLD IS
COURAGE
NOT WEAKNESS."
This poetry is based on my experience about love ,nd also based on Imagination.
Thanks for reading.💓
 Sep 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
I think too much to move forward on forgetting you,Even if you go ahead with me.
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 Sep 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
I want to find you, so I am willing to lose everything.
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 Sep 2020 devilmoon
Nidhi Jaiswal
Miss him like raindrops dripping on me
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