Devilgirlzdream: Poems

Let Go

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Let Go

please just let me go
let my die
im dying inside
so just let me fly

please v.v just let me die

L.H.P.D.N.

Devilgirlzdream Nov 2014

L.H.P.D.N.

With love...
There's hope.
Death.
Pain.
All these different emotions.

The feel of your touch.
Your breath giving me chills.
Want you to never leave.
To stay close to me.

Love.
Hope.
Pain.
Death.
Nothing.

Love
For each other.

Hope
For forever.

Pain
For the past.

Death
Towards the future.

Nothing
In the end of life.

Chasing for something you believe in.
Through the snow,
The rain,
Ice.
Everything.

If I lay here waiting.
Waiting for you.
Will you take me in your arms.
Never let me go.

Life

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

Life

I try to text my love,
Your busy.

I try to text my twin,
Your busy,

I try to do something right,
I fail.

I try to make up my mind,
Life disappears.

Everyone has some where to go,
Not me.

Everyone has some one to be,
Not me.

They all have something to do,
Not me.

What do I see in the mirror?
A stranger to be.

I don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know who to be.

You both text me back.
Saying you're happy I'm me.

I don't know what you guys see.
Im just a waste of time.

You tell me to knock it off.
But I think you're just blind.

You both need to see who I can really be.
A monster, a *****, nothing that great to see.

You say you love me.
Is it really true?

If you believe in me,
Then I have to believe in you.

Life in hell

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

Life in hell

While the ones you love are dying within, you wonder what you can possibly do to help.
Surrounded by the darkness, your lost and feel alone, no matter how many people are around without you realizing you’re loved.
As you toss and turn at night, the devil feeds on your soul, feeling that the nightmares are real until you wake up crying, your heart pounding out of your chest.
Slowly tracing your veins with a knife, as you put pressure you can see the blood start to drip down your arm,
No pain, no nothing but complete and utter darkness...

Love

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2013

Love

Everyone has a love in their life and they will never let any thing bad happen to them. The love that is flowing through the air and making everyone happy. As the guys talk sweet and as the girls are blushing like crazy that's one of the most greatest things that love has to offer us in life. Our lovers in the past are behind us and the thing I'm looking forward to is the now, the forever and always gonna love you no matter how far or how long we stay together for our love is the key to happiness and that's all that matters to me.

Meh Tigerrrr

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

Meh Tigerrrr

Your stomach turning
Your heart racing
Finally knowing that one of your dreams came true

You find someone that describes you dream guy
Someone you've already known
But the thing is...
He's one of your best friends and you don't want to ***** anything up

You already have someone that makes you happy
And he does as well
But you both can't help having a crush on each other
He's so sweet, funny, smart, open-minded

You know you can go on forever describing him
You feel yourself around him
Not hiding secrets or anything
He's just hiding his face cause he's shy, you think its completely adorable

Midnight

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2013

Midnight

The Midnight Sky it shines so bright
Through the darkness to see the morning light
The morning light is for you
The darkness is evil on through
I don't want you to have it that would just break my heart
Together and forever til death do we part

Missing You Tons

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

Missing You Tons

The rain comes out.
The sun fades away.

Nothing will ever be the same.
Until I see your sweet face.

<3 Dommikinz <3

New Friend.???

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

New Friend.???

Met this new "kid"
He seems pretty cool

Have only known him for about...
Maybe 3-4 hours

Got great writing
At least I see

Seems a lil on the shy side
Think its kinda cute..

No im not crushing on him
He just seems like he could be a great friend

Maybe he will
We shall see

Its all up to him
And what he thinks of me

I know im not great
And **** being perfect

Im just someone that cares
And will tell you how it is

Im honest as I can be

~Devilgirlzdream~

Not sure, was bored and just thinkin'
Don't know if I'll have a new bestie to be
Maybe so, We'll see

Nothing

Devilgirlzdream Jan 2014

Nothing

Crying in the dark

Alone, no one cares

*****, ****, *******

you hear repeating in your head

it gets louder and louder

people screaming,

laughing,

pointing at you,

surrounding you

you tell them to shut up

go away, stop it

can't stop crying,

you look down at your hands,

see blood, drops dripping off your face,

you close your eyes

drowning in your own blood again....

On IMVU I am

Devilgirlzdream Mar 2015

On IMVU I am

I am a human.
I am a furry.
I am a vampire.
I am strong.
I am smart.
I am honest.
I am protective.
I am hurt.
I am quiet.

I am me.

Our song <3

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Our song <3

ASHLEY BABY!
You make me feeel sooo alive
I've got purpose once again!
YEAH YEAH!

If looks could **** you'd be the one
That takes my world and makes me numb
I'm nothing, without you I can't breathe (I can't breathe)
And as the sunlight burns the sky
I see through my obsessive eyes
I'm nothing, without you I can't see

You're the strength I need to fight,
You're the reason I still try,
I'm the moth and you're the light,
Use these wings so I can fly

Ashley by ETF (Escape The Fate)
For my amazing dommikins <3 love you sweety

#love #trust #care #metal #hugs

PAIN

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

PAIN

Don't know what to feel,
Don't know where to go,
Can someone **** me?
Can you please just let me go?

I don't know what to think,
Don't know what to believe is real,
Just sitting in the corner,
Crying my eyes out.

Slowly runs the blade across her arm,
Feels the sting of pain,
Sees the blood flowing down,
Around the wrist and hand,
Intertwining her fingers.

Please Come True

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Please Come True

Is he really coming?
Is it really gonna happen?
Am I dreaming?
Someone pinch me please
I can't wait to see him.
I'll tackle him to the ground.
Might even kiss him...
I'm just so happy right now

Quote:

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Quote:

Those who help you get up
Know what it's like to fall.

said to me by my bestie Aikin The Deadman
Love you *** and thanks for bein' there for me c:

riot

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2014

riot

Can't stand this hell,
save me if you can,
don't stop loving me,
the riot might begin.

Romeo & Juliet

Devilgirlzdream Nov 2014

Romeo & Juliet

Romeo.
Juliet.
The twisted star crossed lovers that we all know.

They fought for each other.
They breathed for each other.
They became one.

Not looking back.
Not caring bout anything.
Not wanting to leave.

The day of the dance.
So fascinated.
Romeo's eyes on her.

Juliet dancing.
Smiling.
But something was missing inside.

In the dark night.
No one around.
He listens to her sweet voice.

Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo.
She's on the balcony.
Thinking of her sweet mystery man.

Scared

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

Scared

Crying,
Curled in a ball,
Not knowing what to do,
What to think.

Scared to lose you.

My heart is cracking,
breaking,
just thinking about,
not being yours.

Senior Prom

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Senior Prom

Prom date?
Maybe

Dress?
Thinking bout it

Heels?
Will be kicked off as soon as the music starts

Hair?
Either curled or just in a ponytail

So much for me to think about
But im just hoping that amazing someone can come with me

Sexy

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

****

Talking to my friend Vincent
Told him what has been going on
Told him about the whole
"Friends with benefits" thing
He just said
"**** ;D"

Shit Happens

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

**** Happens

**** happens,
Hearts get broken,
Andlife moves on,
But no one cares,
Until your gone.

-Sighs-

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

-Sighs-

The first time in my life
I don't know what
Or Who
I want
Or want to be

I feel like no one cares
No one loves me
No one would cry if I died

Why am I even here?
I should just go
Go far away
And just forever be alone

Stressed

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2014

Stressed

When your mind can't take the stress
When your heart can't beat the rest
When you soul feels all alone
You try but you just fall
You keep hopin' for another way
Something to take away the pain
That rips and strains deep within my veins
The screams I hear but are they real?

~help wrote by my lil bro dill~ and ~inspired by my depression~

suicide

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2014

suicide

With every step I feel you close beside me.
I'm alone.
In the dark.
Don't know where to go.
Don't know where to hide.
Silently crying.
So lost and confused.
Wishing you were here.
Wishing for the final words.
The final words of.....

Suicide.

Surprise to Life

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

Surprise to Life

With every night and day
There is love and hate
With everything pulling you in different directions
You feel lost and don't know who to turn to

The night of confusion
You meet someone exactly like you
The only difference is on the outside

Not knowing how to describe it
You think that you found someone who was meant to be in your life
Every day comes something new that you both have in common
Wondering, is there anything different about us?

Besides being a girl from a small country town in the north
This once a time stranger
A guy who is pretty much your twin
Living in different parts of the same country
Knowing you're so close, but yet you're so far apart

You feel a connection and a specific feeling towards him
A feeling you've never known before
You try to explain it but somehow you can't

Starts talking when they wake up
Stops once they fall asleep
Loves to hear his voice
Loves talking to him either way

With the future ahead
Can't tell you what will happen
Hope he stays in my life
Til my last word is spoken

Inspired by Aikin The Deadman

The Darkness Inside....

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

The Darkness Inside....

As I cry at night,
You keep driving,
My heart breaking.

Now the days are so long,
Nothing looks the same.

As I cling to the shirt you gave me,
I stop.

Trying to find my breath,
Remembering the memories,
Scared you'll never return.

I should've hung on,
I should've begged you to stay.

Depression surrounding me,
Swirling and laughing.

Curling in on myself,
Feeling nothing but pain and sorrow.

As I lay in bed at night,
I think of you beside me,
Dream of you by me.

When I wake up,
a smile on my face,
I look to your side of the bed,
See nothing but an empty space.

I close my eyes,
Letting the darkness inside once again.

~to a certain person, you know who you are~ :'(

The Perfect Moment

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2013

The Perfect Moment

So close
Yet so far away

Still........
His kisses make you melt
His breath on the back of you neck
Sends shivers down your spine and puts butterflies in your stomach

He treats you like your his princess
He is your noble and handsome knight
Hand in hand
Under the stars and the light of the full moon

Forever he will be my tiger
As we walk down onto the beach
The sea breeze chilly
He offers you his hoodie

We sit on the rocks
Listening to the waves crash against the shoreline
He leans in and kisses you long and passionately

The Prey

Devilgirlzdream Nov 2014

The Prey

With blood shot eyes.
He watches her sleeping.
Tears not falling.

Crashing around him.
The music plays.
The drums pounding.

The voice seducing.
The guitar waling.
It's like your hypnotized.

Getting closer.
And closer.
And closer.

To the amazing sound of his voice.
Opens the door.
There he is.

So mesmerizing.
Don't look back.
Don't look away.
For he's there to steal you.

His arm around your waist.
His breath against your neck.
The chills that fill you.

His voice luring.
As you softly kiss his lips.
Your now under his control.

The Proposal

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

The Proposal

It was a dark stormy night. I was down stairs in the living room, by the fire place, drinking a glass of wine. Then I heard a knock at the front door. I got up and started walking slowly towards it. I finally opened the door and there on his knee was Cody dripping wet from the rain. I was shocked. I couldn't believe that he was here. I saw in his left hand a beautiful red rose and in his right hand a small box. He opens the box and in it was a ring. It was simple but so gorgeous. I looked at him in shock. My face, red and a little smile. After a moment the smile was as big as could be. Then he said "Stace, do you love me?" I look at him puzzled, thinking why he'd ask that. "Of course I love you, you mean everything to me." He smiled, his hand against my soft cheek, as he quietly spoke, I saw the gleam of hope in his eyes. "Will you marry me?" Shocked. Eyes got big. Trying t find the words to reply but I'm so surprised by what just happened. He took my hand, said "I love you so much and I swear your the one I need to..... have to, be with. You are my one and only soul mate." Tears slowly running down my face, smiling. "Yes, I will, oh baby boy I can't believe this is happening, You are my whole world, of course I'll marry you." I quickly jump in his arms, hugging him tightly making sure he's as close to me as humanly possible.

The War Between *Heaven* & **Hell**

Devilgirlzdream Feb 2015

The War Between *Heaven* & **Hell**

The life in the eyes of your savior.
The death in the eyes of the demon.
Both wanting your heart.
Your soul.
Your mind.

In a dark room.
Surrounded by these to beings.
One trying to keep you safe.
The other trying to destroy you.

The Demon running towards you.
Trying to rip out your soul
And devour it as your blood surrounds his mouth
And drips down his chin

Your savior pulling him back
Two blades appear in his hands
As he get ready to show the demon
He's here to keep me close to him.

"RUN! NOW!"
He yells as the demon comes after him
You do as he says

You turn back and find him
on the floor fighting back
as the demon's eyes burn red
with revenge in his eyes

You scream
"Leave him alone!"
"Get away from him!"
You run back to the side
of your handsome savior

Out of no where
You push the demon back
Pushing him across
The darkened endless room

Your eyes get wide
Surprised
About this new strength
Wondering where it came from

Today.?

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

Today.?

Today is the day
Hope I won't be scared
But maybe, just maybe
My handsome prince will return...

~Devil~

Truth

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2013

Truth

The darkness. It's surrounding me with horror and death. The nightmares that are coming to life. The depth of the hole inside of my heart. The reason that people scream, but the why we do what we do throughout our lives is nothing more than complete destruction. Killing everything in sight. Breathing the air that"s evil like nothing else. Becoming the devil within. The type of people that want to change me, and the people who are using me to get something that they don't deserve. Life, it's just seems like a lovely wild ride to be on, but trust me it's hell on wheels. And you're not ever gonna get off this ride.

Truth in Me

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Truth in Me

I don't know what to think
He's really attractive
Even more attractive than my ex....
First time i've ever said that
But it is true
He's so sweet and adorable
But he's got someone he loves
I respect that
Even though I love him a lot
More than just a friend
Im glad he's happy

But let me tell you something
His heart gets broken
I'm NOT going to think twice
Bout kicking some ***
NO ONE hurts my family and friends
Then gets away with it

...Not sure if i should tell him...
might make things a lil awkward...
but i already know he's gonna see this so..

Tryin

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Tryin

Tryin to sell my ring
My engagement ring

The ******* left me
Got someone new
He's getting nothing back

Anyone need a ring.?
Its beautiful
Size 8

Message me if you'd like it
Its from Kay's

Untitled

Devilgirlzdream Oct 2016

Untitled

Slowly fading away,
Into the darkness.
Once again,
Trying to fight.
The demons,
Pushing me down.
Down to hell,
To the end.

Feeling are for fools I guess. and dreams....HA!.....Dreams are just for amateur.... :(

Was needed

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

Was needed

Texting friends
Trying to stay awake
Failing as always

Takes a big yawn
Curls on the chair
Closes her eyes

Teacher smacks the desk
She jumps in fear
Eyes still closed saying im busy

I don't wanna wake up
I just wanna go home
Go back to bed

Dream of my man
Of his sweet lips against mine
Of his smile and his eyes

His voice is so calming
His touch im just wanting
His breath on my neck

Wanting to be with him
Sadly can't right now
Wish we were both done with school

So we could be in each others arms

its just a random thing

Whatever

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Whatever

I don't care any more
This is to much for my head
You both say you love me
You both say you care
I believed it all
But I'm sick of hearing *******
Stop telling me lies
Stop pretending you like the real me
I'm not ******* perfect
I never wanna be
So if you don't like it
Then leave me be
I'll vanish forever
If that's what you want
You're both breaking my heart
Talking about all this stuff

Dommie and Garland, thankz a lot

#dead #horrible #cheater #**** #kindapissed

What to feel....

Devilgirlzdream Oct 2014

What to feel....

I don't know what to feel anymore.
Life just seems like a waste here and there.
Seeing people happy around me
Seeing them break uncontrollably
What's the point in life anyway.?
We're born.
We live.
Then we die.
What's the point if you're pretty much already dead to begin with.?
Some of us are born with these unbelievely amazing talents.
The rest of us are just like a waste of space.
If I can sing....Then why do I feel like such an outsider.?
I'm right with the group of the loners.
The weak trying to act strong.
The dumb ***** trying to act smart.
But for what.?
I'm never gonna be good enough.
Not in this life time.
And probably not the next.
Or even the one after that.
Im not sure where all this is coming from.
And don't act like you're worried about me.
Don't act like you ever cared.
Im just someone in the shadows.
Im just that nobody people look past.
After everything i've seen.
It breaks my heart....
Oh wait..
What heart.?
Im a heartless *****.
I guess I'll always be that way.
Guess I'm a disrespectful and rude.
If so I apologize.
Not like you'd except that apology anyway...
I know you all have at least one thing against me.
And I don't blame you.
I could really care less if everyone hated me.
I mean...I should be use to it by now.
Everyone else is growing up and doing something with their lives.
I'm just the stupid lazy *** chick that thinks theres no point in life.
Thinks that she was suppose to die at the age of 15....
I don't know why Im even writing this considering no one will read it....
~Devil~

When.??

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

When.??

He has a surprise for me.
What is it gonna be?
He said its done.
When am I gonna get it?
When did he have the idea,
To do this?
I'm so excited,
But annoyed.
He won't tell me.
No matter how much,
I beg, pout, or kiss up.

Grrrr

Aikin The Deadman<3
Love you but tell meeeee Dx

#curious

Who My Heart Says I Want

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Who My Heart Says I Want

I never meant to make him jealous.
I never meant to be a flirt.

Im scared to tell him the truth.
Im scared he'll leave me in the dirt

Last night I skyped with him and his friend
I'm talkin to his bud

I tell him he's right.
About me liking my bestie.

First day I met him.
I fell hard.

I never told him.
I didn't want to **** up our friendship.

He's just the sweetest guy i've ever met.
He's just so smart,
And talented,
And funny.

He's the only guy,
I've ever been really attracted too.

NONE of my ex's compare even close to him.

Now I gotta find the guts.
To tell him my secret.

#scared #happy #secret #falling

Why

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2013

Why

Why does life have to **** so bad

Why can't everyone be happy and glad

Why is there broken heart scattered across the floor

Why do people slam their doors

Why can't everyone love

Why is heaven so high above

Why did I cry when a child was saved

Why can't I be strong and brave

Why is the world spinning round and round

Why do the birds sing sweet sounds

Why can't god bring back my loved ones who passed away

Why do I cry when I hear their names

Why can't everyone be happy and glad

Why does life **** so bad

With every breath

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2013

With every breath

I will stay by your side
I will never defy
With you in my arms
This is where you belong
As we sleep at night
My head on your chest
The moon shining bright
Only love in the air
I think of you every day and night
I love that you're by my side
Every breath I'm hoping for thy
Thy one to marry me
I believe thy is you
And as I hold your hand
I want to say I love you
Til I am dead
Til the very last breath
leaves me forever alone
I will be yours
Just so you know
This is the end of my poem you see
But in the end there will be you and me

within

Devilgirlzdream Mar 2014

within

**** life
you to good, can't say no
on the edge of the water flow
can't deny it you wanna go
its the end in the wind
slowly falling til nothings within

Without You

Devilgirlzdream Aug 2014

Without You

If I ever lost you,
I'd rather die.

If you never came back,
I'd be in hell.

If I didn't have my angel,
I would forever be a demon.

If I ever saw my wolf dead,
I'd go insane.

I can't imagine life,
Without you by my side.

You keep me whole,
You're now part of my soul.

I give you my heart,
So you'll never lose its beat.

I'd cry until,
I drowned in my own tears.

I'd cut until,
I drowned in my own blood.

Without you,
Life is nothing.

I never knew,
You'd be this important to me.

But life comes with surprises,
And you're the best I could have.

You make me smile.
You make me feel loved.
You make me feel save.
You make me laugh.

You might be a goober.
You might be an *******.
You might be different.
But I love it all.

I love you for you.
No matter how weird,
You can get.

I just wanted to say,
That if you ever leave.

I'll be by your side,
Through thick or thin.

You are
My
Best friend.

You are
My life.

My reason
I live.

Without you
I'm nothing.

<33333 Aikin The Deadman <33333

wow

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

wow

Talking to my besties
One says a friend called him a lollipop
I just laugh and ask
*"Can I lick you then?"

cx love ya dommie

x.x

Devilgirlzdream Sep 2013

x.x

Sitting in a small room
Wasting away
Looking out the window
Watching cars go by
Hearing drops of rain hitting the window

The teacher lecturing
You just wanna get out
Outta this torture filled hell

You just want to be home
In your nice warm bed covered up
Having your boyfriend cuddle with you
As you slowly dose

Your Eagle, My Wolf

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2014

Your Eagle, My Wolf

You kept me fighting,
You kept me strong.

When I was weak and alone.

You are the strength within me,
You're my loving twin.

I'll love you forever,
Til the very end.

If it wasn't for him, I'd be gone right now.
Love you my amazing bestie and twin Aikin The Deadman <3 c:

#love #hope #strength

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