Forget about the past. What's done is done What's done is done
I never understood the meaning of value until I realized how badly I hurt you. Until I realized how much I damaged you.
It wasn't until the point of no return that I realized, I cannot undo anything Time does not stand still for pain nor will it run backwards for recovery It will only move forward. The choice is yours on which path to take.
Did I take the right path then? Should I forget about the past or you?
Badly played hymn tunes from hungover unemployed miners echoing down the slum streets barely audible over the sounds of Coronation Street on 't telly and the neighbours' uninhibited belching post coitally.
It was like railroad tracks Each line so defined I was humiliated That i was so weak I used to cover up The raging red lines I promised him That i would quit But you see He thought depression Was just an illness And cutting was a side effect That I'd get better over time Until he realized I was still depressed. He left me on my own So the red lines grew deeper As if i thought I'd reach something Maybe if i go further down I can tarnish my soul. But then... i met him. He made me promises He held me close And slowly i stopped wearing long sleeves And he saw what i had done He asked me swearI'd stop He promised not to leave me
And eventually those deep red lines
*Faded
Even though he is no longer mine... i no longer cut
I used to be so realistic and reasonable, nixing words like "forever" out of my head because what a stupid concept. now all i want to tell you is, I wouldn't mind being happy with you forever.
uuuuuuuugggggggggggghhhh maybe i'll delete this poem later
Give us lust Give us bliss Set us free Play the music For you and for me Look to the stars Follow me Follow the line Kiss me twice We've been wasting time Love me slowly Kiss me again before you go We will meet again The world's insane
Are we alive? Is this real? Or is it just a dream?