You'll envy every bit of unblemished skin
You see on those without it.
You'll wonder why you never seem to win.
You think you're well, but you're falling into a pit.
You'll cry more tears than ever.
You'll cry as if everyday you've lost,
And sometimes it feels like you'll never
Cry again.
You'll count the cost
Of living
When so tired of giving
You'll slip away,
Vowing to not see the next day.
They'll tell you of all the pain
It will bring to them
When your tears fall like rain
You'll be too numb
To think of anything else
But the road to your death
You'll see your belts
And wish they would take away your breath
You'll lose, you'll gain,
You'll forget who you were.