Hello dearest, i finally got up the courage to talk to you, and
Everything on my part was terrible, i couldn't even maintain eye contact
You, oh dearest, you were amazing.

My surprise when i noticed your smile, and how beautiful it is.
Y do you do this to me, you torture me by how nervous you make me

Now i hope that i did not make a fool of myself
And that you still like me
My oh my, heart raced today
Everytime i looked at your sweet face

I think you should know, i have liked you for awhile,
Since before today, but you have just been unattainable, but now is my chance.

I love you to the moon and back, to the ends of the Galaxy, to the tops of the universe and no star can stand in my way.

I sit and I dream,
a parasitic dream,
where we aren't
who we were
and we aren't
how we seem.
Where I eat you
and you eat me
and somehow
we're still
happy.

In each pile of
body on body
I walk by
loneliness
and loss.
I love you's
and
I hate me's
saturate the air's
conscience.
Us,
the nation and all
are pinned against
each wall
being ******,
mercilessly.
We are
*******
heartbreakers.
Our ***** are
property of
others:
intellectual property.

In my dream,
where I dream,
everyone
I've ever loved,
is dreaming
and
trapped in a pit
of motorized
rubber ******
where the rubber
pumps and eats,
pumps and eats,
breaking ribs,
shattering spines,
ripping esophagus,
splitting spirit like
tissue paper.
Bodies ripped apart
by branded, artificial
"love":
society's configuration.
Brand recognition.
Product placement.
Motor salad.

You left me alone, possibly when most needed
The next day I'm in te hospital and who
Is it that I want? Who do i need holding my hand?
Funning that I still wanted and needed you
Even though you left me when things got hard.

But still I miss you and still I want you.

The world is a painting.
We are merely blots of ink.

As I rest this head of mine
I pray that my arms become
Olive branches.
I pray that when extended
they are taken.
And that this world ceases strife.

Sin like an angel.