The cold wind of the night blows soothingly
As I light my ciggarettes
Burning away my life as well
The thoughts of the past came back to me
Like a VHS tape complete with the date and time
Plays back the time when I was able to feel
Back when you were there
The smile, The laugh, The silly jokes
Those were the good times
You left without notice
My heart ran away with you
I don't even feel anything
The world is just numb
I'd like to thank you for it
I've fallen into the dark abyss of numbness
And I like it
As I was finishing my thought
My ciggarette burnt out

As the night grows colder
My mind starts to ponder
"What's wrong with me?"
My dark thoughts is starting to consume me
I'm slowly losing my sanity
Could it be that this last piece of sanity
That I held tight is slipping away into eternity
My subconcious mind is giving up on me
My heart can't take this beating anymore
I'm suffering can't you see
I'm getting tired of hiding it I can't do it anymore
But
I'll hang on
To see you smile for just once
And then I'll surrender myself to the devil

Dark thoughts lingering around me
Starting to hate my surrounding
If only I can get out of this
I would
My mind is spitting words I should've said
But I didn't
I hated it
That the fact is true
The line from the song
"Somebody save me"
I screamt it
Too bad nobody listened
An oddball of society
Rejected by many
The escape is only
Through a noose
Can I get out of here
Alive and well?



Thank you

With everything in the world
I'd still come back to you
I still see your silhouette behind those curtains too
Even if the world is falling apart
I'd rather risk my life to save yours
The **** is happening
I can't even get myself straight
The last time we spoke you said goodbye
Leaving me high and dry
For the mistakes that I admitted eventually
You've got another guy that's cool
Don't want to be "that guy"
You can say what you want
But I'd still say I Love You
Even if it's from a distance away from you




Thank You
I Love You

MEMORIES WE MADE
TOGETHER
STILL LINGERS IN MY HEAD
MEMORIES WE MADE
STILL MAKES ME LONGING FOR YOU
MEMORIES WE MADE
STILL MAKES ME WISH YOU’RE STILL HERE
WITH ME
MEMORIES WE MADE TOGETHER
WILL NEVER GROW OLD
MEMORIES WE MADE
WISHING THAT I COULD TURN BACK TIME
MEMORIES WE MADE
STILL HAUNTS ME
MEMORIES WE MADE
FILLS ME UP WITH GUILT AND ANGST
MEMORIES WE MADE
REMINDS ME OF PROMISES WE MADE
MEMORIES WE MADE
MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A FOOL
MEMORIES WE MADE
WAS ALL LIES