Tell me
Feel me
Tell me how different my hair is since the last time you saw me
Tell me how you forgot about the warmth of my touch
Look me in the eyes and say that you miss me
But this time, please this time I hope you really mean it.

It hurts to know that you're doing it again
But with someone else this time
It hurts that I had this crazy idea that I was special
God I was wrong, so wrong
The regret is probably the most bearable feeling right now  
And this void, I'm constantly trying to find a way to fill it
I'm not finding the best ways to fill it I admit it
I've had better days I can tell
The problem is that those days,
They were spent with you

How am I supposed to forget
All the things you said
The way you touched me
The way you put that sparkle in my eyes
You assured me that I was alive
Everything fell apart, suddently
I saw it coming I really did
But it still hurt
Every inch of this flesh prision hurt
I'm still trying to fall into the reality
Still trying to fall out of love

All these memories
They keep haunting me
Those cold nights when you used to hold me tight
Songs reminding me of that look in your eyes
your smell that you left on my clothes faded
And so did those times

I can't look at your eyes
I can't help but smile
Those blue eyes, the colour of the ocean in paradise

But one day our eyes crossed for what seemed to be an eternity
And since then I don't see you the same way

She loved the small things of being alive
And she fell in love too easily
She danced in those waves like a little happy child
She ran like she needed to feel the freedom in her lungs
She felt everything all at once