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Oct 2018 · 142
Doomed
Cydney Something Oct 2018
Trust me
I would love
To be your girl
But I'm sorry to say
We are doomed
Before we
Start

We are
Doomed
We are
Doomed
We are
Doomed!

Not because
We are apart
And not for lack of trying
But because
Round pegs fit
In my square space
But leave much to be desired

Because I-
In my aggression-
Will fill the corners with questions
Without much space for answers
And you will dance
Safe in your cylindrical home
The corners will sizzle
And I will burn
But you will
Be safe

Until
I choose
To break you
Into all those pieces
That are easy to fix
But sting to lose
Because I will
Most surely
Lose

We are
Doomed
We are
Doomed
My love,
We are doomed

But you
Are still
My love
Oct 2018 · 71
Seriously, FUCK THIS GUY
Cydney Something Oct 2018
**** him.

**** his voice.

**** his touch.

**** his hair.

**** his scent.

**** his name.

**** his gaze.

**** his stare.

**** his arrogance.

**** his sweetness.

**** his charm.

**** his pheromones.

**** his bare chest.

**** his loyalty.

**** his lack-there-of.

**** his secrecy.

**** his mystery.

**** his heresy.

**** his history.

**** his Fox.

**** his Fix.

**** his memories.

**** him.

**** him.

(But GOD, how I wish I could)

**** him.
Oct 2018 · 1.6k
Target Practice
Cydney Something Oct 2018
When the carrot finally snaps,
And covers the world in mushrooms,
And the thoughts and dreams of billions cease-

We'll be where that sacred spore takes hold,
Waiting for it to bloom,
Patiently waiting while making love

Sacred spores with sacred purpose!
Find your targets well!
Find us! Find us!
We are fertile soil!

How delicious would it be,
For spore and seed and egg to meet?
A life beginning,
And ending
In one spectacular flash and roar!

****, we'll go down swingin'
To every movement swayin'
Your hips and mine, sweet slammin'
You know what I'm sayin'?

And as the flash and roar subside,
We will be mushrooms
And tar
And ions
And eons
And eons
And eons

We will be gone <3
Oct 2018 · 389
Morning Would
Cydney Something Oct 2018
Hours of sub-conscious-ness

Between the fight and now

These days, I always wake

Before the sun

Before you

And remember the fight-

"Well, MAYBE
Ifyouweren'tsuchafuckingbitch
Spoiledbratcunt
Ihateyou
Bitc­h
*****
*****
FuckyouIhateyou"

I look over

Knowing

When you wake, you won't remember

It always takes a while

The sun will make you squint

And you will smile

Because, really-

"Good morning, love!
Iloveyou
Youmeantheworldtome
You'resobeautiful
Kissme,love
­Love
Love
Love
IthinkI'llsleepalittlelonger"

The dog whines at the door

As you try to close your eyes

Feed me, walk me, pet me

I will let him whine

It's the only revenge I have

You finally sigh

"I'll get it, love"

You stand out of bed

And I notice

You have morning wood
Oct 2018 · 437
Firesoul
Cydney Something Oct 2018
At your core is a glowing stone
That hums, radiates warmth
And asks that you ******* LIVE

That's where I come in

How do I ask
To rip it from your chest
KALI MAAAAA
So that you can know it's real?
Should I just reach in? No,
Not without permission

May I, then?
I'll do it slowly, gently,
One body-numbing **** at a time
Two forceful heartbeats at a time
Three sweet, loaded words at a time
Until you hear the hum

Now then, let us **** ourselves
Gradually, so the living tastes better
Fill your lungs, my veins, our stomachs
Handle me with carelessness
Until you feel the warmth

There! You barely noticed!
The stone rests in my palm
Your blood drips silently to my feet
The hole in your chest fills the room
This is why I came here

Terror, panic, fright, confusion,
As I calmly turn away
For now, you'll think you can't go on
But remember! Yesterday, it wasn't even there
Now, you grieve the blessed *****
So I won't call you pathetic out loud

This is why I came here
To show you how the stone
In its brightness, song, and warmth
Will bring you to the center of all good
Then tear you down to hell with its absence

You should learn these things, my dear
For you taught me well
When you took mine for yourself
Without even knowing what it was
Oct 2018 · 138
The Boys in Vegas
Cydney Something Oct 2018
The Boys in Vegas
Crowd into rooms
Bars on Fremont
DMs on weeknights
Watching, waiting

The Boys in Vegas
With their eyes to the ground
And their smiles to your face
Frightened, small
"I'm the man, I'm the man..."

The Boys in Vegas
Tell you that you're hot
Kiss you, tease you
But never call or text
Huh, guess he's on to the next
Oct 2018 · 562
Esos Ojos Marrones
Cydney Something Oct 2018
Thieves in the night
Liars, scandalous harlots
They dance, they sing
They give no secrets away

Servants to the senses by day
Soldiers to the battle by night
Subjects to no king
Least of all, the mind behind them

Murderous, treacherous,
Maddening, Fierce
Demons and Sirens
Hold not a flame to their light

Felling the mountains
With naught but their will
How easy a mark, then
Must they have made my heart
Oct 2018 · 314
A Waste
Cydney Something Oct 2018
You are
A waste of space
Of time
Of energy

A waste of breath
A waste of Love
A waste of Fear
A waste of *****
A waste of ****
A waste of a good ******

You are a waste of me
Go away.
Dedicated to every boy I've loved
Cydney Something Oct 2018
He showed up.

I didn't ask for him

But he liked me first

And in the way that's deliberate

****.



O, the hipster!

The ragged, jaded, passionate beast!

You slay me,

Slay me, slay me,

Love <3



He painted a nail in my bathroom

And told me I was perfect

And ****** me in his head

And tried to fight the instinct

To **** me irl.



****. ****. ****.

You saw the red honey in my eyes

Dripping down my face to my lip

And tore yourself

From stealing a taste...



But, when weary,

Lousy from drink,

Fuzzy from balloons

And your eyes,

Then, you strike!



Stars in my eyes,

You claim your prize,

Don't look now,

I'm melting, falling,

Tossing into a sitting position



****.

You threaten to nibble

I threaten to combust

No filters, no secrets,

Kiss me, dear <3



Fly away

To a land of dreams

And waves

And stars

"Goodbye Forever."

— The End —