I thought about driving my car into a tree tonight
these words in my head, when they come out they don't come out right
i wish i had the guts to ask you if you still love me
or if you ever loved me
you don't know what you do to me
i wonder if you did, would you want anything to do with me?

I wish I could suspend that moment in time
Like the image of you longingly gazing through the world material,  your graceful movements light and ethereal,  the way your smile set my life at rest,  the presence of you stands no contest,  a beautiful mind free to explore, every new day something new in store,  a laugh that rings in my ears,  like church bells early in the year.

I know it seems
Like I'm taking it well
But loving you
Is like living in hell

It's days like these I wish I could write
The words,  the way they'd make you feel
Drop to your knees,  you'd know it's real.
But here I am prowsing the pages
Just to find a simple rhyme in time
all I can say is that you smell fine.
I
Lose myself in
Lose myself in
Lose myself
In the common admiration of,
I really like it when you call me love
So Don't worry that your dog bites
If you ever even thought I might
Never want to see you again
I'll see you tonight.
Steady your ears
Steady your ears
Steady your
Hand as I glide mine in your Palm
All the things I'd ever done wrong
But would you believe me if I said
You make me happy all the time
No matter the words I funderstand that rhyme

'All that I hoped.
Starting to die.
How will I cope.
With my old life.
Now that you know.
How that I feel.
Cant let it go.
Never concealed.
For the first time.
Look at me now.
My only crime.
Was letting me down.
I'll go with you.
Trust what you say.
Brand new person.
Same old mistakes.'