In the womb he was connected
With a thousand years of family
Coursing through the tether
Of an unfortunate mother.
Then culled from the herd
In a distant cow town
For permanent loan.
With the pretext, the equivocation:
He'll have a better life.
When someone other deems to tell him,
He'll cry, he'll hide,
Reject, accept,
It's his need for human affection.
He can't forget what didn't happen,
A past that wasn't shared;
Of stories reaching back through years.
The anecdotes on celebrations,
The exaltations, deprivations,
Tales shared like bread
By lost generations.
All his life he's felt the itch
To scratch his DNA.
One day, the knock is heard,
Bells may ring,
There, standing straight on the stoop,
A refracted image of oneself,
Trans-parent cord through missing years.
Aye, there will be tears.
(You'll explain your teenage fears,
Your family's lack of understanding;
The time when wanton women
Had babies out of wedlock)
He listens to the reasons,
Stirred in the heaping crock.
He learned of love,
Was schooled with affection,
He knows he wasn't known to you,
That he was left
For personal sake.
He crosses fingers,
Like plated scissors,
To snip the cord he's hung on;
To sever the love,
You never delivered,
To a son
You never knew.