You could go hide In the edges of the earth. In the deepest of the oceans. Yet, my soul would know, I — would know, you are there. For it finds you more still Than any precise satellite or Gps there could be.
I’m trying so hard to keep it inside It’s in the surface of my heart I can’t scratch it It’s spreading And then it overflows It’s overwhelming It slides down my face Salty watery trace I’ll be okay Just not today
You found your way into my mind. Now I randomly text you at 2 am. And you are okay with that, slowly melting my stance. You’re dangerously getting closer To my heart.
Sometimes I suddenly wake Scared, anxious, nervous Flooded with memories Of a familiar stranger And the scariest part is this image, of myself, so vulnerable, so happy
I want nothing to do with you. I am comfortable in the memories, safe, knowing I made it through. Aware of the outcome. Dealing with the consequences— Of the bittersweet experience, The terrible rollercoaster, Of your intermittent affection.
Such a selfish thought Being attached to the past when it is understood moments are not meant to last. Change is braided with time, Are we supposed to ignore that?