Why can people get drunk enough to get you off their mind

i cant

i cant blow you out in smoke and the blood that stains my wrist is only a temporary twist

for you were my 111;11 wish

i love you more than you loved me

and that may have hurt but you leaving was the worst

Je dirais je t'aime mais je me suis pas enseigné à aimer les choses qui quittent

It's hard not to
fall in love
with someone

when
they see the
mixed up parts of your
soul.

When
they understand
the darkest and
dustiest
corners of your mind.

When
it's four a.m.
and they call
because
they know you're
not
asleep

I HATE THAT YOU HAVE SO MUCH CONTROL OVER MY EMOTIONS, THAT I AM SO COMPELLED BY YOUR WORDS AND I HAVE NEVER CRAVED SOMEONE SO MUCH AS I CRAVE YOU BUT YOU WANT HER AND WHAT IF YOU'RE TELLING HER THE SAME THINGS YOU TOLD ME THAT MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY I DO BUT OH MY GOD I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF CRYING IN MY PILLOW AT 3:AM OVER YOU

you stopped
liking roses
when they
started to
grow out
of my
wrists