there was a time
when you were larger than life
you flew when you ran
and you were so beautiful
you were so great

now i see you
on that white bed
that matched your equally pale face
and i want to hate you
because how could you have been so dumb to become this weak

but i can't
and i just sigh
as i simply resign
myself
(from what, i wonder
for what, i wonder)

"Fly for me, sweetheart," you said
but how could i
when you were my wings

like a summer flower
drying from thirst
yearning for water
i drink hungrily

the raindrops
that had been
eternally falling down
splash wildly
back to the sky

there was a pair of twins
one of them wore a happy smile on the outside
on the inside however
she would smirk and frown and laugh all over
the other one was gloomy and dark
but he had empathy deep, deep in his heart

she would get all the toys
play with them
until she gets bored,
breaks them
and gives them
to her other twin

all he had ever wanted
was warm company

how silly,
he thinks



(for she was life,
and he was death)

something
as gentle as
the sky above
was staring at me.

i look.

and i see you.

heading towards me
as if dancing to an unheard tune

i see you.

with eyes as beautiful as
the rainbow
(even more)

i see you.

you
who left with me no choice
but to fall

i see you.

(passing by me
and waving at
someone from behind




you don't see me
at all.)

your hands
tracing my faults

knowing
each
and
every
single
piece
of me



(i never knew someone could be as gentle.)

you
who danced your way through my heart
the fervor you showed me
will stay, ne'er sere

you
who sang your way into my thoughts
the hope you gave to me
tainted my black, black heart

and you
who drifted away from me
as if you had the audacity to be the wind

*you took my breath away with you