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  Oct 2016 Budhino
XIII
Instead of saying I love you,
I say let’s break up
Instead of saying I miss you,
I say let’s forget everything
My heart that keeps beating,
my tears that keep flowing
I’m sorry

I’m sorry for seeing her for the first time
I’m sorry for loving her
I guess you know me and
that’s why you’re hurting more
My passionate heart, I’m really sorry

I’m sorry for letting her go
I’m sorry for hating her
I guess you know me and
that’s why you’re sad again
My tears that are crying, I’m sorry

Instead of saying I love you,
I say let’s break up
Instead of saying I miss you,
I say let’s forget everything
The memories that I’ll miss
more as time goes by
Let’s erase it all
But still, I think of you
Because of this cruel and painful love
My heart that is still beating,
my tears that keep flowing
I’m sorry

My heart, my tears, my memories
Look for you again like a habit
One day, two days, three days pass but
I can’t do anything

Instead of saying take care, I say I love you
Instead of saying be happy, I say I miss you
Your eyes, your breath that
I miss more as time goes by
It fills me up

I’m sorry, I’m sorry,
I keep thinking of you
Because of this cruel and painful love
I don’t even think I can keep the promise
Of trying to meet someone else and being happy
It’s too hard, I don’t think I can do it

My heart that is crying again
My tears that keep flowing
I’m sorry
© Sorry - XIA Junsu lyrics translation.
Budhino Oct 2016
I work and I pay
I have no game to play
I sit alone all day on Sunday
Thinking about my future someday
Future is scary to me
Budhino Oct 2016
When I was 14
my heart was a daisy blue
Till I met you
It turned into colors
every time I saw you

Then I was 16
You made your first bruise
Then the second
and the third
and the next I could not remember

Said you’re sorry
And thought I should not worry
About the words you said
and the wound you made
So I forgave you

Then I turned 20
You started acting weirdly
You kept making excuses
and I got another bruises
Budhino Oct 2016
Maybe
we were never meant to be
together
like a pair of shoes
Walking in the same direction
always together
be with each other

Maybe
it was not about
the distance
you were the moon, the stars
of my lonely, sleepless night
you would leave
when the mornig comes

Maybe
it was about time
i let go
of your shine
I would sleep in the dark
Waiting for the morning light
Budhino Jan 2016
Pain
A good friend of mine
Who keeps me all night
Till my face wet from tears
And burns my eyes
Till they're red like dragons eyes

Pain
Who reminds me to wake up early in the morning, before the sun shows herself,
To get up and start a new day

It's always been Pain
Who crawls all over my body
Till it hurts
Till it bleeds

Pain, is a good friend of mine.
Budhino Jan 2016
A sky never tells me that he is high and big and wide
A tree never tells me that he is lonely and sad or happy
A wind never tells me his power or his dignity
But men,
        Hungry for glory
        Hungry for power
        And for money
That's all what they told me
Even the wisest of all,
Still, a greedy
Budhino Dec 2015
When I almost reached home, I took some water from the ocean. It is as blue as the morning sky.
I passed the market, and bought
you a cup. It is as brownish as the earth I used to plough.
Then I put my best clothes, made of old rags. Sewed by my old lady.
And i walked over the plants, picked a blooming daffodil.
I did not have it wrapped, nor any ribbon to cover it up.
I ran to your garden, faster andfaster till I caught my breath.
I saw you standing there, in your garden of Eden, with a man holding your white hand.
He got roses. Red and white and pink and blue.
He got a sparkling bottle and a beautifully crafted wooden basket.
I just stood there, watching you. Watching him. Watching me.
I poured the blue water to the ground. Left the cup above the earth and the dirts.
Ripped my clothes into pieces of rags.
And i ran, as fast as the wind.
Heading to the ocean.
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