To much drink
Brought up old memories
She couldn't remember
Buried deep forever forgotten
She remembers her countless lovers
Who loved her body but not her soul
She remembers who she used to be
He remembers the stories she's told him

I want you to look at my picture
And feel the way I do
When I look at yours

You left
That was your choice
A choice I had to deal with

When did it change
When did we break
What made you leave
What made me stay
My heart is broken
And you're just fine
Im waiting on you
While you're moving on

I want to be angry
******* and hate you
In stead I'm crying myself asleep
Falling a part wish you'd come back
Knowing that if you come back it will be different
Because the way you hurt me broke me
And I'm not the same girl you left

I just want you happy
I want you ok and if that means life without me
Im ok with it as long as you're ok
Because you're my one the one that will haunt me
The one I never really will be over
The one that changed my life
The one that I want happy even if that cant be with me
Even if you hate me or love me or cant handle me
Even if that means a life without you as long as you ok
Im ok with it
Im struggling without you sometimes it hurts to breathe
Sometimes I wonder if you think about me
Sometimes I crave your touch your kiss
Your voice your everything but all of that doesnt matter to me
As long as you're ok
Because  you matter to me

Ive always been told we all have that one. The one that will haunt you. The one you will never really be over, The one that changed your life. You're my one. I want you happy even if that means you're happy without me. If being without me makes you happy. Im ok with it even if I'm falling apart. Even if I'm crying as long as you're smiling.