kaden: Favorites

Jan 2015 kaden

Gwen

I was taught to believe that your body meant nothing.
So I gave every part of it to people I never cared about.
I let their hands wander
I let them do whatever.

In a way I liked feeling wanted,
Even if it was only for 20 minutes in the back of a car
Or rushed before parents came home.

I was content with being used
I was content with being temporary

But deep down,
All I wanted was to be loved.

I wanted someone to want more for more than my body,
To tell me they loved me,
Rather than they lusted for me.

I gave up on being loved,
Accepting that I was just a toy
That I was only worth my body

Till someone came along
They told me they loved me
They told me they cared about me
They meant every word they said

They kissed me softly
And touched me with the lights on
We held hands
And we fell in love

Sorry if this is horrific and too long

#love #lust #woman #body #loved #women #used #useless #worthless #unloved

Jan 2015 kaden

Dad...?

Jan 2015 kaden

FallenAngel93

Dad...?

Pain pain go away!
Please do not come back another day.
Tears falling down my face
oh how I wish for his warm embrace.
Wonder if he cares about me.
Wonder if this is supposed to be.
How can he stand there and break my heart
How did we allow us to grow so far apart?
My dreams of us being happy is not going to come true
all I am feeling is down and blue.
Pain pain go away
bring me back to another day
where he loved me and
Were we laughed and cared,
I will not stop loving you that much is true
but I will be stronger in time
and not feel so blue.
you will always be in my heart
even when we are apart.
One day I will have that warm embrace
and tears will stop flowing down my face.
Pain pain go away
leave me alone and do not stay

#dad #daughter #he #hates #me #I #failed #him #sorry #goodbye

Jan 2015 kaden

Pour Elle , Je T'adore

Jan 2015 kaden

EmptySadness

Pour Elle , Je T'adore

Darling,

Don't ever think your not good enough
or pretty enough
Or skinny enough
Because you would be telling yourself lies

Don't ever think I don't care about you
Its the only thing I ever find time to do

If
only
you
knew

Everything I would do for you
For a moment of contentment

You've saved me countless times
No matter how bad the thoughts got in my mind
You always find the right words to say
In every single situation and way

I love you with all my heart
For if we ever part
Remember the words I say:
I love you every single second of the day
And in every single way

My love for you is ever-lasting
Shall it ever run out, will be the day im gone
I will never stop loving you
I will never give up on you
That's a promise.

Keep going

b.l

For her

#forher

Jan 2015 kaden

She Is My World

Jan 2015 kaden

FallenAngel93

She Is My World

Your lips so soft and red,
the thought of kissing you is stuck in my head.
Your beauty so bright and warm,
shinning through the darkest storm.
Your eyes sparkle like stars in the night sky,
when I stare into them I feel like I am soaring high.
My love for you is pure and true,
I never stop thinking of you.
The sound of your voice saying "I love you" makes my heart pound
because I knew I'd truly found my one and only.
I promise to love you for every moment of forever
and when everything else crumbles, I will never.
I am your armor to protect you from harm,
like you are to me, a lucky charm.
For you are my heart, my soul,
baby you are my whole world.

#Love #Girlfriend #4months

Jan 2015 kaden

I Am Horrible.

Jan 2015 kaden

effaced

I Am Horrible.

He has helped me.
He is helping me.
I introduced him to they.
We dont talk as much.
We dont say the same type of things.
Nothing feels the same, i cant believe i fooled myself.
Maybe i am just too unhappy.
I am horrible.
I hope they dont take him away.

Im pathetic.

Jan 2015 kaden

No Pain

Jan 2015 kaden

effaced

No Pain

the water i draw is scalding,
sending prickles up my feet to my legs.
slowly, i finally submerge.
i lay my head back, my feet on the end of the tub.
i hold my breathe and sink into warmth.
as i reluctantly come up for air.
i see steam radiating from my body.
yet, there is no pain.
my body, beautiful and powerful.
my soul.
broken.

Jan 2015 kaden

For a friend

Jan 2015 kaden

EmptySadness

For a friend

There is a girl
And I cant simply understand
Why she is so sad

Her eyes are so simple
Yet so full or sorrow
I wish she could see that today
Or tomorrow

I would give her the world
And possibly more
For her to be happy
Once more

Just remember the sun still shines
The moon still appears
There is nothing to worry about
Darling please, don't shed a tear.
b.l

For a friend.