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 Nov 2018 Carterrae aunders
Emma
It gets so much worse
When I lay in bed at night
And my heart begs me to call you
Or even just a text
And my mind screams self control
And I’m stuck in the middle of it all
 Nov 2018 Carterrae aunders
Emma
The first time I ever cut myself,
I remember thinking that it was okay
Because I knew my mother did it to herself when she was younger.
The last time I ever cut myself,
I remember thinking that I couldn’t live with myself
If my child cut them self because I did when I was younger.
i don't think i was ever in love
i was just
feeling
i just wanted him to look at me
and see music
see rhythm and sweet sound
the kind that changes your heartbeat
every second
If you really love that person,
you learn to wait.
Maybe your not meant to be together today
But meant to be in the future.
How does one call out love, when one knows nothing but sorrow with the word love painted on it?
It’s so typical of me
to stand here and ask too much of you,
heart
It’s so typical of me to drain you
heart
Make you garishly parade for me
every color I’ve ever seen
And today I’m guilty
of the worst crime yet
I’ve asked you to make a brand new color for me
And weave a tapestry
All overnight
I’m sorry
Heart
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