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Becca Addams Jun 2016
I miss the person
That you used to be
But now you're gone
And all we built
Lost and forgotten

I feel awful for thinking of you
Checking up on you
Just to see if you're still okay
But everytime I go and look
My soul once again despises you

You threw away what we had
We were great together
And as days pass by
I still can't help
But miss you
Becca Addams May 2016
Be my friend
I beg you now
I know I've done wrong
Forgive me, I beg

I've cast judgment
Believing it was right
Scolding those close
And preventing those far

I'm alone now
Left to judge myself
I understand now my cruelty
And I'm sorry

My upbringing
My religion
My childhood
No... it was me

You may one day forgive me
But I, myself
Will never be able to
Forgive my transgressions

I'm alone at last
Watching my past friends celebrate
Such pride
I'm sorry I didn't see sooner
Becca Addams May 2016
I once thought
If all things are good and true
Then there would be
No reason to worry

But since I do worry
Perhaps it is for a good reason
That I'm not so crazy
And not so paranoid

I've come to realize
My darkness inside
Commonly misunderstood
Is simply naivety

I grew up
Not knowing the world
I certainly don't trust it now
But I know there's good in it too
  May 2016 Becca Addams
Corvus
The further away things are in space when we look at them,
The more we're looking at the past.
So I think you must be at least as old as the universe
To have left such an impact upon it.
Your words as colourful as those pictures of nebulas;
Words of wisdom that hover in the mind long after spoken.
The cold, vacant space you inhale becomes blessed by your existence,
Exhaled into the creation of heat, your breath births countless stars.
Your suffering, a black hole.
Dreadful, heavy beyond measure, eternal.
Would swallow us all into death, split us into pieces,
But you see how far we've come and want us to thrive.
So the black hole swallows up the misery of others,
Growing wider, the hole in your heart, endless.
And then you end, so the universe ends.
There are no more stars to be formed,
Nor galaxies to add to the multitude you gave us.
It's all gone.
It just hasn't reached our eyes yet.
Becca Addams May 2016
Don't be afraid
For I am here
Rest your weary head
In my arms
Take your time
Let it all out
It's better to have tried
Than never tried at all
You did your best
And that's what matters most
There's no one
That you need to prove yourself to
Your happiness is what matters
Not some poorly scored test
Or some rumors at work
Not even the glares
From those who don't even matter
All that matters is that
Beautiful Smile of yours
Keep Going
Keep trying
I swear it will all be worth it
Come here darling
Don’t be afraid
Im here to keep the darkness away
Kisses and hugs
Are wonderful things
I shall give you both so you can laugh and play
A shoulder to cry on
An ear to listen
Patience and love is all you require
Don’t  cry now
Please tell me whats wrong
I can help with tears, that’s all I desire
I am always here dearest one
Don’t stop living
Don’t stop shining
Your time of anxiety is hereby done
My girlfriend needed a lullaby to help with her anxiety. this is what i came up with.
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