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 Feb 2015 Banda Dipuo
Chaos
Every time I feel the tears
Come closer to the surface
I breathe deeply, blink quickly
And make sure they don't fall
I can't afford to show
All of this weakness
This vulnerability
That they all tell me to hide
I have to be strong, be firm
And never let them see
That inside I am dying
And slowly crumbling
Until soon there will be
*Nothing left of me
look into thine eyes..
can you see that burning fire of desire..
it can only be felt
only if i am with you
only with you..
Listening to the night angels in the sky,
Porcelain as every joy from the universe,
Flowers of eternity always surrounding them.
Time heal broken hearts,
By vast velvet magic of yesterday's  young.
She explores life's poison,
Sad father did worry and never smiled.
Lingering peace go after daughter,
And wake her from decay.
Ask me why I send you here
The firstling of the infant year;
Ask me why I send to you
This primrose all bepearled with dew:
I straight will whisper in your ears,
The sweets of love are washed with tears.
Ask me why this flower doth show
So yellow, green, and sickly too;
Ask me why the stalk is weak
And bending, yet it doth not break:
I must tell you, these discover
What doubts and fears are in a lover.
 Feb 2015 Banda Dipuo
Alex Moore
how does it feel
to get blown away
nobody cares that is how
i now really feel

your heart is burning
its beating fast
now you know its
really not last

nobody knows how
you really feel
it hurts getting blown away
I've told people I loved them, when I didn't
I've told people I'd stay, then I left
I've done things I shouldn't have,
I've kept quiet when I should have screamed.

These experiences have changed me, very much so.
But I am not these experiences.
I am not heartless, I am not a liar.
My mistakes have shaped me, my mistakes haunt me, but my mistakes do not dictate where I am going.
 Feb 2015 Banda Dipuo
Joel M Frye
A quiet park inside the urban sprawl,
it held a wooden walk where lovers stroll
and old men totter by as mothers call
their children closer, reaching hands to hold.
Sick of heart, sick in his heart, he walks;
a man not old, not young, not in his prime.
Inclines his head in passing, will not talk;
each step a war on body's soft decline.
What used to take ten minutes takes an hour.
The humid heat hangs heavy in his chest.
A bench invites beneath an oaken bower;
perhaps a moment's respite would be best.
His aching legs won't do as they are bid,
so he sat down to rest, and rest he did.
This might be another heroic crown in progress.  Or it might not.
 Feb 2015 Banda Dipuo
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real girl
 Feb 2015 Banda Dipuo
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Back when I was a real girl I bounced
in the hallways licking my popsicle.
Back when I was a real girl
I smiled from the inside out.
Back before toothbrushes
became my best friend.
Back when food was normal.
When I could close my eyes without
seeing monsters and nightmares.
When I liked myself.
Before any of the mean girls
decided that I was going to be the
rock in their pile of diamonds.
When music was
meant to make you happy.
Before the world messed me up.
When I was a real girl
I never thought about death.
When I was a real girl my
mind never went this deep.
Now I smile just from the outside.
Real girls don't have to sleep
with their eyes half open.
But I do
Because I'm not a real girl anymore.
I changed a long time ago and there is no way back now.

{SM}
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