Everyday feels like Halloween
when you wear the mask of happiness

write a poem.  what?
write a poem.  ******* mean?
congratulations.

It's 3am*
When will I be okay?
It'll get better they say
I've just gotten more comfortable with my stay

Everyone sees me
But no one knows me
My friends know what i tell
But never care to see what i dont

I go through life smiling
Faking every emotion
Pretending im normal
But when the world falls still
And i have no laughs to mimic

I remeber whats real
What my life is
And no matter how hard i try
I cant fake a smile for myself

My reflection stares at me
That same blank expression it always has
I want to slam my fist into it
Make it go away
Wanting it to do what i cant

I fake me for them
Why cant it fake for me
Show me what i want to be
Not what i am

How intresting that the word insanity
Is made of, in and sanity
Yet to be it you but be out of sanity