I'm crazy afraid of this valentines day
I try to improve
I try to modulate
I try to flirt
I try to cross the friend zone
I try to romance
but yet
your single gaze makes me blank.

because I cant lose you forever ..

Time is stuffed up like a teddy bear.
At times it's so adorable..
And you just feel you are inseparable
As you hug to it.
It becomes your most secure friend .

But then you grow up
realizing than its a non living
would never talk back
would never listen
and you tear it apart

Only after which you realize
that its existence was in being non-living,
that it was a silent spectator.

Waiting for a phone call from you
is like jumping off from a spaceship
It just goes on gliding away
If only you would pick up
Then your voice becomes the gravity..
that would keep me still...

Sometimes your choices may deceive you
Don't complain..
They are your choices..
Choices to be written on your grave

Girl....
first you stole my heart
And while I was enjoying  
my swim in your pool of love
Did you really have to go away?
For Twenty  days...  more than a fortnight
I was  lost diagonally
like stuck
up halfway of a Physics problem..

**Now I dont know when you'll be back
but
Now Girl
Can  I think about you ?
now that
I might need your consent too...