I haven't wrote in a while and my words fell silent But the war in my head still remains violent I've changed so much and come a long way Pushing through day by day I've missed these poems, they kept me sane These poems I write take away the pain
panic sits in my chest and waits for privacy everyday i can feel myself erasing i want to live without tears permanently resting in my eyes watching for that moment when all else turn away waiting to be unseen until then it bottles up until then i swallow