I’m trapped inside the moonlight
with you laying close to me
I’m not sure of this reality
because it’s made up of my dreams

I’m scared if I close my eyes
you’ll slip and fade away
I can’t believe you’re here with me
what can I do to make you stay

I’m torn inside the moonlight
my heart is a battleground
I shouldn’t be here with you tonight
but I feel so safe and sound

I trace your body with my fingertips
and forever locked in my memories
are the beat of your heart, the warmth of your skin
I’ll remember them for centuries

I embrace you in the moonlight
and ignore the ramifications
The voices that say you’re just a phase
Don’t understand what we have is gravitational

I couldn’t stay away if I wanted
and for you I know it’s the same
I love you and every fiber of your being
your body, your soul, your name

The longest day
I've ever known
was the one I
wasted
waiting
for you to miss me

I glance around the room
At the faces I "hold most dear"  
The fake laughs and plastic smiles
I see on this day each year

What a special time Christmas is
For the young and the old
It reminds us why we ignore one another
Except on this holiday in the cold

I wish it held more meaning
Than this sickening hallmark cheer
I wish I could be happy
But my emotions are unclear

The lights are faded in my sight
And the decorations mean so little
We're just continuing on a cycle of lies
And I'm here stuck in the middle

But I don't really care anymore
I've  become numb in the end
So I'll wish you a merry Christmas
And continue to pretend

The time we spend here
passes in the blink of an eye,
And before you know it
it’s time to say goodbye.

We suffer so much
in our given season,
But the pain we feel
happens for a reason.

So you can learn to appreciate
the good things when they come,
Like the memories of dear friends
or the rays from the rising sun.

I know it’s hard now
and I won’t pretend it’ll be easy,
But we’ll heal and carry on
despite the wounds that’ve cut so deeply.

Goodbye isn’t really goodbye
we’ll meet again someday,
So hold your head a little higher
and just take things day by day.

I wish I could heal
The scars no one else can see
With my poetry

Yes, your beauty is beyond compare
Your face ,without a doubt, is a work of art.
But all means nothing.....
If you have an ugly
heart
....

Feel the curves
Lean carefully
Hold the reins
Taste the fire
Burn your tongue
Get closer
Fill the gaps
No breathing space
Feel, one
Clasped fortune
Hidden treasures
Stoke up the fire
Feel the glow
Much warmth
Vows of passion
Lingering feel
Skin to skin
Minds in delirium
Don’t stop
It’s a tumultuous order
To find each other
In a new way