I didn't know that
you will just be another lesson
that I needed to learn.
I became obsessed with the fact
that things are finally stable
even if everything's not perfect
and not going right,
I thought we could make it work
if I'll try to lower my pride
and everything
that I needed to sacrifice
Just to keep our relationship alive.
I've waited
for almost a year
for you to comeback
I promised you that.
Only to find out,
that you fell out of love.
I'm sorry.
I let you go.
Not because I'm weak,
but because it's the only way
to make you happy.
Thank you.

Nov. 17, 2017

I will miss you.
I will be lost in darkness...
While you are gone.
I'll only see the dawn...
When you come back.

Endless thoughts in her mind.
Hidden voices inside her head.
Deep in her eyes...
There's sadness,
That no one could understand.
So she killed all her feelings.
And have gone with the wind.

I miss you,
Every single day.
Longing for you,
Is like torturing me,
In every possible way.
But I promise,
To be strong,
To be faithful,
To adore you,
To love you,
In each day of my life.
The daylight is slowly fading.
Yet another day,
Lost in the waves.
I will wait for you,
Until you come home.
And drive these worries away.

I forgot how to even grin,
Doubts crept in.
Skies grew darker,
And I drowned in the water.
As I watched you leave,
'Cause I got none left to give.
How could you forget?
Is it even possible for you to regret?
May the heaven guide you,
May your skies stay blue,
Will stay watching you from afar,
While mending my scar.
I forgive you,
'Cause I love you.

I sometimes fail.
I am faint.
I don't know where to fit in.
I don't know what I meant.

My feelings are unstoppable.
Mistakes that is inescapable.
Wounds I can't mend.
Is this the end?

Time passed by,
My feelings turned out fine.
I was able to hear thy heart.
And I was able to make a new start.

I realized I was wrong.
God is the one who's keeping me strong.
And in this life,
I am what I am.

Thank you for the memories,
They are all for keeps.
Forever we will cherish,
Even in our dreams.
Sleep tight.
For in God's promise land,
We'll be all together again.