i had to accept an apology i never received
and forgive you for actions you refuse to acknowledge
it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do
but still, i made sure i will get through it.
and that my darling
is what i call
STRENGTH

i hold your back gently in my fingers' grasp
as my hands rest on your hips
where you asked me to keep them

you let your palms perch on my shoulders
as your thumbs caress my neck
where I forever want them to stay

but you see, the problem is
when i try to pull your waist closer
you just push my chest away

if you don't want me to leave
why do you act like you won't stay
knowing neither of us will let go

07.04.21