Days like these
I say
I feel dead inside
but no
I have no feelings
I'm numb
like I
ran out of time and I wasn't finished
and now there's nothing I can do
I would have felt regret
if there were something I could have done
to stop it
but that was impossible so instead
I just feel nothing
except a faint illness
and an incurable fatigue
so truly tired
an indescribable overwhelming sense of stopping trying
and stopping pushing against it
so that my body
all of a sudden
feels like floating

Wilted then reborn
A single drop is enough
To reignite me

I looked real careful
Open minded I seen two entities
On your shoulders
The picture you're naked
The one you seem sad & depressed
With figures of strange things around
I seen a little devil on the left
From first person point of view
I was able to notice his long thick tail
He was reaching into your ear
Whispering he tip toe his way near
I could only wonder what might he said
But on the other shoulder I seen two angels
I seen them in human form with white robes
One looked like a man, and the other
Like a young lady similar to you love
I just wondered did you even notice yourself
I mean I wish I could show you what I see
Look carefully you'll notice it's wicked tail
Hanging pointed to the heart towards the neck
And the angels are floating in air
On the other side I was amazed for real
But I became sad watching your lips frown
Sad and depressed, wearing those dark
Necklaces around your neck
What do they represent, a life of torment?
Take a good look I'm pretty sure it's you dear
I'm a always love you regardless
Of how you look, and think, and feel
My love overcomes, greater than all that
Don't be embarrassed, don't be ashamed
My love no one can stop from growing
For you, and only you... why? You saved me...

I know I’ve been
a handful person,
a mess
and a pain in the ***.

You know that
I’ve been through a lot
and keeping my guard up
for a lot of reasons.



*but please.. don’t let me go.