Cryptic

Cryptic Nov 2018

Empty

My mind is blank
Eyes are not ready to blink
And my heart just crying
Thinking about things that shattered me into pieces that I can't gather
No hand to hold
A shoulder to cry
Still alone at night
Just a teary eyes
And a mind full of why's

#empty #depressed #anxiety

Cryptic Nov 2018

Imprisoned

I hope to get out
of this railings
Where I was confined
with the memories that aren't helpful

Nov 2018

Emma Price

Appreciation

Living in the moment is hard
When you are always on guard

But living thankful is especially meritorious
When everything doesn’t seem so glorious

~much love

Nov 2018

so okay poems

ocean surf

this pain is
killing me
in and out.

all I want to do
is sleep
with the clouds.

#pain #sad #tears #broken #lonely

Nov 2018

empty seas

the anger

the anger
pulsed
pushed
through the air

pushed
pulled
at my head

i could not leave
could not shut
it out
could not feel
fine
can’t be calm

the anger
it pulls
wraps its arms
around me
pulls itself
into that empty place
above my stomach
in my ribcage
it was them
and now
is me

they put
the anger there
placed it
by the force
of the looks
the words
the tears
the anger is
all around
you
are not
you
are never
you
will never be
you

anxiety is
not just fear
it is
primal
the rage
the fear
it wraps itself
in you
and you can only
channel it
inwards
you can only
self destruct

anxiety and anger
are two sides
of the same coin
and i
flip
between
the two
until
i stop
being
anything
at all

i flip
and i flip
somedays
it seems like
the only thing
i do

#anxiety #fear #anger #rage

Cryptic Nov 2018

Unknown

I wonder what would happen if you knew,
Those times when I had a glimpse of you,
Smiling with those eyes that can't seem to be true,
Or on that day when we talk about dew,
And how my heart was racin' but you've got no clue,
Oh, what would happen if you knew,
How many times my heart aches for you,
Though in love I still feel blue,
For deep in my heart, I knew it too.
That there can be no such thing as me and you.

#hide #pain #onesided

Cryptic Nov 2018

One-Sided

There was a time,
I am in profound idea of you,
That I never mind around me,
Though you were beside me.
There was time,
I wished to be loved by you,
Even if you told me that you loved me
It made me believe that its true
There was a time,
I can see me in your eyes,
But not in your heart

#onesided