Huge tears cling to my cheeks
I’m intoxicated and I miss the man I love
I’m intoxicated and I’m thinking about my end
I’m weeping for I’m terrified of going  back to the silky black
All alone

You slipped through my fingers
I feel like you’re trying to wash me off you
If you are please let me get you a napkin
And I will leave

My days became my nights
My meals have become pills
My water have become ***** mixed with tears
My sleep has become insomnia
And my dreams have become the gasping for air
But the only thing that hasn’t changed is how I love you

I’m not the strongest girl
I am weak and fragile.
You were strong and beautiful
You promised to hold me
To protect me through the storm

I did my best to calm the storm
So we could withstand it together
But with time
You slipped through my fingers

The storm is raging
And I’m not sure that I can withstand it on my own
But part of me prays
It’ll consume me

My love,
Is it cliche to say
If i were to fall asleep
Wrapped up in your arms
I'd feel safe and loved.

Is it also cliche to say
That though
I don't believe in a god
But that would be
The greatest blessing i could pray for

My love,
I know its cliche but
Though we are miles
Upon miles apart  
And you aren't within sight
Youre in my heart

Oh love,
I sound so cliche
But i long for the day
My prayers are answered
Where youre holding me
And i'm holding your heart