Madness

Never
apologize
for feeling too
recklessly,

the greatest lessons
are
always
learned
through

Madness

transaction incomplete
our two hearts couldn’t meet.
I started to think that we were fine,
now you’re not mine.
I hope it doesn’t last forever
that much, is true.
*i can’t get over me, i can’t stop loving you

she says
for once
‘I don’t want to be the poet
but the poem’
and I felt that

constant paranoia
sleepless nights
bustling hospital halls

trust me
this is nothing less than horrific
after attempting to end it all

"take me home"
i whisper to no one
through my silent tears

staying in a psych ward
for just one week
felt like several years

all i can do
is worry
about if anyone will care

i think they believe
that they would be better off
if i was no longer there

my week in the hospital
was heart-wrenchingly
bleak

everyone says
it made me stronger
but i feel immensely weak