Just as spring is life reborn after winters chill,
I also want to be reborn
And be a child again

I want to leave this adult world, return to distant memories
Leave this hectic modern life
And be a child again

Imagine as an eight year old, no worries to sear your mind
Every day a new adventure
I want to be a child again

Who's here now to comfort me when worry tears apart my heart?
When I was young it was my mum and dad
Oh how I long to be a child again

Take me back to my childhood days, take me back to my early years
Take me back to where I long to be
*So I can be a child again

Waking up this morning in earths dim light completely hollow from last nights fright.

Convincing myself this is all a Joke, playing along on the devils playground.

In the distance I see a mary go round, as it spins around shards of memories fly about creating burnt siena flames.

The air is no longer dim, it glows of paranormal entities of ones present state.

Becoming completely naked in front of your worst fears, those thoughts in the night that bring you tears.

Today is April Fools Day, but I'm the fool. Drowning in the blood filled pool I willingly jumped into.

Convinced I was doing the right thing, suited like a warrior princess fighting on the front lines of loves magnificence.

The war is over now. As I lie, bleeding and missing limbs I see no one in sight. This time around, I wasn't right. I lost the good fight, my spirit rises up into the light.

Diego,
Tell me your secret,
How you make her smile even when you sleep,
So effortless you are,
In bringing her happiness.

Diego,
Show me how,
You gained her affection,
So long before I even knew her or you,
Your black and white fur,
Stole her delighted eyes.

Diego,
Aren't we the same?
All we want is her company and kind words,
To see her every day,
To know that she cares.

Diego,
It's not fair is it?
You have a natural advantage I can't compete with,
You're a cat,
An extremely cute cat.

I mean,
How am I supposed to beat that?