in your happy story
i am just a sad word
broken and fragile
happily unwanted and lonely

no,don't speak out
am happy binding myself with lies
let that sink in
want to hear the unending silent shout

can i get a nanosecond
from your infinite moments,please?

chair is spinning around with shriveled leaves
rustling emptiness is what we have
engraved into the souls
imprisoned into the hollow beliefs.

let the dead howling
fight with the strom inside.

you will, won't you?

paired with the knot of prison
don't know how to cut this ribbon
knife's still busy in bleeding.

not sure if this blood is still mine
or someone else
floating in my vein
may be betraying me,again.

they only see my anger
don't see the tears
falling in my skin like a hammer.

i am tired of giving a fake smile
tired of walking this path alone mile over mile.

exhausted of convincing myself
"they don't know the whole you",stay calm
energy has end his path
don't know how to ring again this bell.

Didn't you know
I was doused in an obscure mist?
Half bleeding,half befuddled
Thinking,why on earth do I still exist
Then you flickered yourself,waving a gleam
Instead of pelting me with curses
Reorganized me with warm words
Saved me bearing from an unbearable heap
You knew ruthless venom was residing inside me
Death was just a matter of time to come
But neither it seemed to disturb you, nor agree
You told, "Friendship is a home,bricks made of love
Where you can reside forever
Make you immortal in memories
Never betray you, whatsoever. "

I was thinking,Really,you are a naive, aren't you?