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 Oct 2019 Lizzie Matthias
eli
#10
 Oct 2019 Lizzie Matthias
eli
#10
A support group,

one of accepting people.

Where those different,

can finally feel like they belong somewhere.

I wanna do that.

To accept people,

and have a support group.

Y'know?
 Sep 2019 Lizzie Matthias
eli
Normally, they're in person,

Right?

No.

These-

These were online.

"Why didn't you block them?"

"There's a block button y'know?"

I know.

But once they consume you in their life,

Once they shut you down,

Once they make you believe that they're all you need in your life,

The block button doesn't exist.

I just wanted to force myself to think that someone actually loved me.

-

I am not your toy.
.
I will never be your toy.
.
I will not let you force me to date your fiance.
.
I will not let you force me to date you just so you could cheat on my best friend.

No.
.
No.
.
No.
.
I am not your toy.
.
I will never be your toy.
.
I am an independent person.
.

I

.

Will

.

Never

.

Be

.

Your

.

Toy

.
By bliss imbued
The self renewed
In energy accepted
The primal force
Of life endorsed
Where freedom's resurrected

In shedding doubt
To live without
The need for expectation
By peace of mind
No longer blind
The soul can find
Elation
a small
millennium house
much younger than it looks

a worn brick frame
skirted by a quaint, welcoming
red mulch garden

lace and fine gilt bone china
tucked away in
innumerable glass-fronted
cherry cabinets
bathed in the peachy florida light
streaming in through
clustered windows
framed by luscious,
flowing cloth drapery

pears soap,
soft, satin water,
and ceramic figurines
of angels and saints,
hares and doves

biblical verse, hung on the walls
and photos of relatives
i’ve never met

cushy, paisley-patterned sofas,
always something on the stove

flower arrangements on the mantle
aside a baldwin upright

no, this is not home.
but regardless, i know that here,
i will
always be welcome
a quick bus-ride write... not my best but i still think it’s something ;)
 Sep 2019 Lizzie Matthias
juno
blocked blocked and-
blocked.
 Aug 2019 Lizzie Matthias
juno
Bonjour.

I've arrived.

Just a bit tired.

Bye-bye daddy.
 Aug 2019 Lizzie Matthias
juno
liz
 Aug 2019 Lizzie Matthias
juno
liz
"AYE YE WEE BRIT'S GET OFF ME ****** LAWN"
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